Complicated

eleven

Jade's pov

Flashback

"INDEED!!"

*Bang*

My body frooze everything was moving in slow motion I heard zayn yelling and saw people who looked like jesy and Liam coming into view and those eyes as everything went black

I woke up and I was laid down in my bed with a bandage on my shoulder , my head was pounding and the yelling coming from the living room was not helping

I got up and walked to the living room

"No we made a deal!!! We don't kill anyone!!" Jesy yelled

"He had her at gunpoint!!" Harry yelled

"Then you should have done the sensible thing and waited for backup!!!" Louis yelled

"So much for keeping Perrie and Jade away from this!!" Liam yelled

"Why are you all attacking me right now?? It was Nathan no one even liked him!!" Harry yelled

"He was a year younger than us!!" Zayn said and I heard a loud trud causing me to walk faster towards the commotion

"OH FOOK!!! Here we go"

"Stop it lads!!" Niall yelled as I stood in the doorway

Harry and Zayn were in each other's faces and it looked like Zayn got a good couple punches in

"Jadey!" Jesy said as she came up to me and held me up

"Anyone mind telling me what's happening??" I asked and everyone sighed and Liam shook his head

Jesy lead me to the sofa and sat me down as everyone settled down

"Jade we're in a gang the Coyotes to be exact" jesy said

"Yeah we're a small group from the original gang" Leigh said

"Yeah Louis , Harry and I were first to be recruited" Zayn said

"Then Liam and me joined" Niall said

"Then me and leigh joined" Jesy said

"And non of you thought it fit to let me know your in a gang???" I said

"Wait!! The "work trips" and "lads weekends"??" I asked and everyone nodded

"And you two....Leigh you??" I asked her and she looked at the floor

"Niall?? We tell each other everything!!"

"And you guys..!!" I said looking at Louis , Liam and zayn

"And you!! You killed someone Oh my God!! You killed Nathan!!!"

"How many others??" I yelled standing up

"No one jade!! We don't stand for murder and rape" Louis said

"Yeah , This dick went to far!!" Zayn yelled and looked at Harry

"Well it was either Jade or him and I choose her with hesitation!!" Harry yelled and my heart was filled with guilt as much as I hated Nathan

He was my age and he the only family he had was his mum

"I'm gonna go!!" I said and ran to my bedroom

"Great look what you done now!!" Jesy yelled

I shut my door and rummaged through my drawers and pulled out a pack of cigarettes and sat on my window back facing the door

"Jad-"

"Get out!" I yelled

"No I'm not gonna-"

"What?? Harry what???!!! You killed Nat-"

"TO SAVE YOU!!!" he yelled

"Exactly!!! You know that because of you "saving me" you killed him!!! And I'm supposed to love with that guilt!! For the rest of my life" I yelled

"No-"

"Save it!! Okay me you blame me I get it!" I said and brought my cigarette back to my lips

"Look I get that your mad but just know that Nathan i can live with the guilt but you?? Jade I made my choice and yes it maybe a dumb one but it rather be him than you" he said

"Why??" I asked

"Isn't it obvious!!! Jade I fuckin care about you!!!

"Yeah for how long?? Till the next chick comes along!??" I said and his face dropped

"It's true it's what happened last time"

"You know I thought that maybe we could work this out...but now-"

"No you don't get to say this!! You and me Harry it never happened and it never will!!! We're officially done on all terms... I never ever want to see you again"

"Mm mm" he said and nodded his eyes turning glossy

After about another hour I got up and headed over to the living room , everyone were in different corners of the room and for a split second Harry and I looked at each other

I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle water

"Jadey" I turned around to see Liam

"Li"

"I'm here for you" he said I nodded and he held his arms and I embraced it

"How am I meant to live with the guilt??" I asked he sighed and held me closer

"I know it's hard but it gets better"

"Did you ever?"

"No!! None of us until now" He sighed and let go of me

"Jade you need to trust me the gang were not what people make us out to be you've know us your whole life we would never hurt anyone and besides our leader doesn't stand for it" he said

*knock knock*

Me and Liam exchanged a look and walked to the living room

Zayn opened the door revealing Perrie with wide eyes

"Umm guys there's umm someone here to see you" Perrie said moving aside

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