blurred devotion. brent faiyaz.

.《 30 》

as brent put me in his ride, the inside of his car smelt crisp & clean. i never been inside his car, but shidd i had to say this shit was clean. suave. nice.

it was all black inside, with red lining. shit was mad sexy. i ran my hands on the seat & dashboard amazed. i had a good ass car, but ian never seen nun like this.

as he sat down in his seat, i put my elbow on the armrest & placed my chin in my hand.

" yo, what kinda car is this? " i asked tracing my finger on the dashboard.

" 2021 LT1 camaro. " he said trying to get something out his pockets while looking at me.

( look it up for better pictures, cuz the quality on this is ass but issa sexy ass car. )

i bit my lip while looking at him.

" you good beloved? " he chuckled while lickin his pretty pink lips.

" chile the things i would do. " i thought to myself.

" mm " was all i mumbled to him.

he smiled at me exposing his white teeth & that gap i came to find hella cute.

as he started up the car, i began to play with his hair.

but for some strange reason my mind snapped back to marco.

i eased back into my seat & placed both of my hands in my lap.

i felt brent glance at me.

" what happened? "

" nothing. " i whispered.

" oh lord, saint what i do ? " he sighed sounding fed up.

" no, you ain't do nuffin' i was just thinking about something else. "

he placed his warm huge ass hand on my thigh & started to gently massage my leg. my kitty began to thump.

" mane i can't do this rn. " i thought trying to refrain from biting my lip.

" can i tell you something? " i stuttered on my words.

he stopped massaging my thigh & just kept his hand there.

" whatsup. "

i moved in my seat.

" it's amriah. "

i told brent everything. everything that happened. everything i felt. everything i was worried about. everything about my babydaddy.

ngl, it felt good gettin that all of my chest. it felt like a weight lifted. almost like i wasn't alone anymore. i guess i just needed to get everything off my chest.

brent eye's didn't come off the road the whole time i was talking.

after i was done, i took a deep breath & almost cried. so i put my hand to my mouth to prevent me from crying all the way through. as soon as we got to a red light, he took a deep breath & looked at me. i was facing towards the window, but i could feel his eyes on me.

i felt his warm hand grab mine. firmly.

" look at me. " his deep voice bellowed throughout the car. i couldn't face him. so i didn't. in the quickness of a snap i became regretful for everything that i said. i felt like i overshared. which is one of the main reasons why i never talked about my feelings.

he softly grabbed my chin & turned my head to face his. i felt i was on the verge of tears, so i didn't speak a word.

" it's okay. " he then re-grabbed my hand.