Stay - clexa story

Family History

Clarke got out her guitar after Lexa gave her the ring she thought that she should sing Lexa the song that she wrote for her " why are you grabbing your guitar you gonna play me something" Clarke smiled nervously " actually yeah i wrote this song for you" Lexa couldn't help but smile 

clarke began to strum her guitar 

Your kisses have a higher power
Your body, baby, it's divine
Every time I see you smile
It's like I've seen the lightSleeping next to you is heaven
But you already know about that
Wanna glorify every part of you so badDon't get me wrong
I'm a God-fearing Christian girl 
But if you were a religion, then damn
I don't know what I'd do
Yeah, I might have to worship you
I might have to sing your praise
I might have to go to church, yeah
Every single night and dayYeah, I might have to hit my knees
'Cause you lay it on me like the truth
And you love me like hallelujah
I might have to worship you
Yeah, I might have to worship you
I might have to worship you (I might have to worship you)

that was the first song Clarke wrote in 3 years but Lexa inspired her to write again and she did she almost had enough songs to make an album and she was wanting to do that since she was a kid. she focused back on Lexa who had tears in her eyes " baby that was so good and i love it you should make an album or sing at an open mic"  Clarke loved how Lexa like her song " yeah i might do that" Clarke laid back down in lexa's arms. they sat there and cuddle for what seemed like hours but then they went back to the cabin. they got in bed and watched a movie " you are my world Lexa wood's and I don't know what my life would be without you one day i will marry you" Clarke said as she fell asleep in lexas arms " one day and i would say yes  " lexa said to Clarke and they both fell asleep in each other's arms Lexa was woken up by Clarke yelling on the phone " no i don care i don't want to see you and stop calling me " Clarke said as she hung up lexa got out of bed and sat next to clarke " who was that " lexa said she she pulled her Girlfriend into a hug " it was my ... my dad" clarke said madly " oh why dont you want to see him" clarke stood up " because when i was about 5 years old my dad left me and my mom she just got up and left no goodbye not even an i love you he broke my mom's heart" she remebered after her father left that she had to take care of her mother.  she remembered her mom comming home drunk. and always mad " i live with raven and octavia because my mom ...." Clarkes mom got really abusive after awhile to Clarke.   some days she would be nice to clarke and other days she wouldn't lexa wanted to hear what Clarke said. " what did she do" lexa said  Clarke stood back up and lifted her shirt her stomach had a huge scar across it. " she id this"  Lexa had tears 

streaming down her eye " she would come home and be mad if the house wasn't perfect s she would hit me but one night it got really bad she was mad and really drunk i was 10 she walked toward me and took a glass bottle and smashed it on the counter. as I tried to walk away she grabed me and cut my stomach" Clarke said with tears in her face " after that the police came over and took me to my foster mother Abby. and that's where i found a real home.  Abby took me in and raised me as she owns it felt like I had a real mother. but then about a year about my mom came back to town. she came to my house and told me that she went to get help. and that she wanted me back but i stayed with abby so she disappeared. till about a week ago I got a text from her saying that she wanted to talk to me and that she found my dad "  Lexa was now really sad and mad she could believe what happened. " oh my god Clarke. i am so sorry what was your mom's name" Clarke looked at Lexa " Allie" Clarke said as she wiped her tears away  " its fine i don't ever want to see them again" Clarke said she walked to the bed and sat down lexa followed her " hey you know my dad left too." lexa said sitting next to Clarke looking at the blondes beautiful eyes. " he did why " Clarke asked " because i told him i was gay but he always wanted me to be perfect and when i told him that she just left he wrote me a letter telling me all of the things i did wrong and told me i was the reason he left. but i don't care because my mom was always there." Lexa said looking down at the ground " that cool what does she do now" Clarke asked " well umm she died 2 years ago " Lexa said as she looked at her hands  " oh shit I am sorry i didn't mean to" Lexa held Clarke's hands in hers "it's okay you didn't know "  Lexa said as she and Clarke cuddled into each other once again before starting there day. 

~ later that day~ 

Clarke and Lexa had a good day so far they got closer after opening up to one another. then they went for the horse ride and Clarke laughed that whole time because it took Lexa 4 tries to get on the horse " god damn can't you just help me get on and stop laughing at me " Lexa said " fine but this is the funniest moment ever" Clarke got off her horse and helped Lexa get on the horse " there you go you did it" Clarke said she got on her horse again. " yeah grate now can i get down" Lexa said " no we haven't even moved" Clarke said she kicked her horse to go and lexa;s followed " whoa whoa i am doing it "     Lexa said putting her hand in the air " yep you are" Clarke said with a smile. 

after their ride, Clarke and Lexa went back to the cabbing and got in the hot tub. they were gonna go on the hot air balloon in the morning. after the hot tub, they went and watched some more orange is the new black. and fell asleep in each other's arms. it was normal for them now it felt weird when they weren't laying in each other's arms  they went to sleep  

~ hey guys hope you like this part the story is almost over  but there might be a second book ha but me and me co writter/ partner in crime  will be writing a new au soon together and i will post it here and on our  joint acc on insta might edit this again soon ~