Sorry for thinking that you liked me.
"Komaeda, I really, really like you!"
The memories were still spiralling in the ultimate lucky student's head. He smiled bitterly.
When you said it, I thought you meant it.
He always knew this would happen someday, for the love of his life to leave him for good.
He wasn't surprised, he just felt... Broken.
Sorry that I'm hopelessly romantic, and only saw the best in you.
He only saw the best in Hajime, he never saw the best in any other person than him.
Nagito was hopelessly in love, but that is a big mistake.
I'm sorry for the time we got ice cream, I let you melt me too..
The brunet holds the fluffy white haired boy's hand who's struggling to keep up with his boyfriend's pace.
They were running to an ice cream shop.
Hajime ordered an orange flavored ice cream, Nagito picked a vanilla flavored ice cream.
Nagito could never forget how the brunet smiles so sweetly and how it melts his heart.
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I feel, sorry
For you
Nagito believed it was all his fault, thus, he felt sorry for Hajime for falling in love with him in the first place.
Nagito know that he's no good for Hajime.
Nagito know that he doesn't deserve Hajime.
Nagito know that Hajime deserves better than a useless scum like him
Yet he let his feelings talk
"I love you, Hajime."
Sorry I believed your empty promises.
"I promise that we will stay together forever Nagito!"
"Promise?"
The brunet nods and said
"I promise!"
Patiently awaiting follow through
He believed Hajime's sweet promises.
He never doubted any of his promises.
He waited for all of them to come true someday.
But alas, they never did, and they never will.
Sorry I lent you my time,
He give Hajime everything he got.
His heart, his body, his time.
Cause I got better things to do.
He give Hajime his everything.
Hell, he even abandoned his time for doctor's appointment just to be with Hajime.
Sorry I gave you a page in my book,
He remembered that time Hajime gave him a page in his book.
But I named the chapter after...
He noticed the name on top of the chapter.
Someone new.
It was named 'Chiaki Nanami'
Someone new.
"Hmm? Is this Chiaki's book?"
Someone new.
He didn't know that it was Hajime's sign that he had fallen out of love.
Hajime had fallen in love with Chiaki Nanami, the ultimate gamer.
...
Hajime stand there as he sobbed.
He was standing beside his ex-boyfriend's grave.
Nagito Komaeda died because of his disease.
Nagito left a letter for Hajime before his death.
I feel sorry for...
It reads :
'I'm so sorry for making you fall in love with me, Hajime. You deserve better.'
you.
(A/N : IM SO SORRY FOR MAKING TOO MUCH ANGST FOR KOMAHINA WHERE KOMAEDA DIED IN THE END ANSNXBAL)
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