Him

Chapter 15

Everyone else were having fun and I was still debating to go in or not. I finally decided and stepped into the place. It was an amazing place. It was awesome actually. The guys were all huddled playing in a game and gambling while a few others danced on the dance floor. It wasn't the best sight to see but at least they were having fun. A few were making out with there significant others. I then approached the table where he was seated. All eyes were on me except for his. "Ross...your girl is here and she looks-" The guy stopped talking once he looked at him. He turned around and looked at me. I smiled at him. His eyes wandered to my dress.

I was wearing a black lacey dress with some pumps. I had some lip stick to stand out my lips and mascara. "Wow." He said. I smiled knowing he approved. "You look beautiful and sexy." He said. I blush. "Thanks..." I say. "Well your here so lets get this party started." He said. Suddenly drinks were piling in. I looked at him disapprovingly. "What?" He asked. "Nothing." I say. He pulled me on his lap and they started talking like normal. "She's mine." He said and kissed my cheek. I smiled and blushed lightly. He handed me a drink. "Uh..." I say. "Loosen up." He whispered. I nodded and took the drink. I drank it and it tasted like rotton breath.

A few hours passed and it was fun. He wasn't drunk which I was happy about. He wasn't paying much attention to me and somehow I ended up off his lap and standing over him. He would look back to me for at least a second or two and kiss me quickly then pull away. I haven't had a proper kiss since we came here. I feel there is something bugging him. "Come on! Cheater!" The one guy said. "I won fair and square." He said. The guy rolled his eyes and then said something I didn't expect. "Right here." He said and whistled. I looked to see a girl approaching. "A deal is a deal." He said. The girl walked over to him. I held his shoulder. He was checking her out. She was showing off way more than I was. This brought a pain to my heart. "Ross..." I start. She pushed me away and started to run her hands all over his neck. He didn't even stop her. I bit my lip. She leaned towards him. I cleared my throat. They looked at me. I looked at him through my teary eyes. She whispered something in his ear and he nodded. She then gave him her number. I turned around to walk away. I ran out as fast as my feet could carry me. I waited outside as I waited for my tears to slow down. After 2 minutes of him not coming out and my tears slowing down, I decided to go home.

I walked into my house with my head down. I pulled my hair up and got ready for bed. I removed all the extra makeup and washed my face. I looked at myself in the mirror. I saw a little, scared, and broken girl. How could he do that to me!? I was standing right there and he didn't even push her away. He just allowed it. I swallowed hard and took a deep breath. I poured more water on my face. Is better looking than I am? What drives me crazy is not knowing what stupid deal was. Was that if he won she'd be his prize? Aren't I a prize? First I came dressed in something I normally wouldn't wear and drank a few cups when I promised myself that I would never! I felt icky and digusted so I took a shower. I wrapped myself in a towel and made way to my room. I walked into my closet and got some sweats and a sports bra. I got in my bed and turned to sleep. Just then there came a knock on window. I ignored it and this time it was harder. I groaned and got up. I walked over to it and opened it.

"Hey." He smiled at me. I glared at him and tried to close my window but with him being stronger than I am, he held it open and came in. I rolled my eyes and walked back over to my bed. I got comfortable without even saying a word. "Don't you look adorable." He commented. I looked at him. Rage started to build up. "Why are you looking at me like that?" He asked. "Leave. I think its best if you leave right now." I say. What does he do? The opposite of what I just had said. He crawls in next to me. "Ross this no joke. I suggest you leave." I say. He wraps his arms around me. I pushed him away and sat up. "Why don't you do that to the girl you had at the club!?" I asked now exploding my feelings. "Because she's not my girlfriend. You are." He said calmly. I felt heat go to my head. "She sure was touching you like she was! And-an...You didn't...stop...her." My voice cracked and I started to tear up once again. "I'm sorry. It was the alcohol." He said. "No! Don't blame it on the alcohol. You were sober and knew exactly what was going on." I say getting off my bed completely leaving it for him. "You need to realise something." He said. I wiped off my tears. "What?" I asked. "Your the only one I want to be with." He said in soft voice and walking over to me. "There's only you." He whispered now right behind me. I sucked in a breath. "You don't mean that." I say slightly moving away. His arms came around me. I felt so safe and welcome but these are the arms I wanted to run away from. I started to fight but he held me tighter. He turned me to face him. I looked down. He pulled me by the waist and looked at me. "Ssh... Beautiful girls don't cry." He whispered wiping off my tears with his thumbs. "You caused it." I say pointing at him. "Sssh..." He said placing a kiss on my eyelashes.

He held me closer and then started to kiss my face. "I'm sorry. I won't do it again." He said. Why did I feel there was more to come? "You promise?" I asked. He nodded and pressed his lips on my jaw. "I promise." He said. I started doze off and fell right into his arms. He picked me up and brought me over to my bed. He rubbed my head and place a kiss on my forehead. I smiled. I rested my head on his chest listened to his heart beating. "Good night." He whispered. "Good night." I say.
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