Him

Chapter 75

"You won't hurt me."I say avoiding his gaze. "I'm Ross." He said. What the!? "Are you okay?" I asked. He pressed up against me. "Ross..." I said. "I'm care free baby. I won't hurt you."He said. "I love you." I say. "How can you love me?" He backed up. "I love you because your so you. You make me feel like no one else can."I say. He backed up completely. "I love you because even when you want to throw me under a bus, you always come back to me. You love me in return."I say. He bring me into a hug. "Laura..." He said. "Yes. Yes. It's me." I whispered. "I love you."He said. Why can't he be simple? "I love you too."I say.He was tired. Completely worn out. His lips tried to find mine. He captured it and kissed me. I kissed back as his arms tightened around my waist. He pulled away and looked me in the eyes. "Sleep." He said. "Your tired. Go to sleep." I say.

I called Stormie. She was busy but she knows. I stayed next to him as slept. What has he been up to? He just seems really off. I played with hair covering his forehead. I love him so much but he fails to realise it. Occasionally he does but other times its like, what fuck man? I was tied to this guy. I can't ever see myself in a position like this. 6 months ago, I never thought I would be here. Then he came into my life and its all just him. I can't dare to ever let go. I cursed myself for that. Maybe he'll change. Maybe he'll come to me because he needs me like I need him. I've grown to depend on someone who I worry every time he leaves, he might not come back. I may never see him again. But there's a part of me that is linked to him. He has it with him. He carries it around but he never seems to notice it. Now I have to deal with all of this. But you know what they say. You'd do anything for the one you love.

I woke up with a warm feeling. I opened my eyes and he was gently rubbing my head. I smiled. He was watching t.v and cuddling with me at the same time. I smiled and drew his attention. "Hey sleepy head." He said. I chuckled. "Hey." I say. "I wanna take you out tonight." He said. Wow. Great ask. "Where?" I asked. "The strip club." He said. I glared at him. "I'm just joking. I want to get a nice date before your prom preparations begin on Monday." He said. I smiled. "Are you excited for it?" I asked. "I'm going with the most beautiful girl. Why wouldn't I be?" He asked. I blushed. "Aww. Thanks." I say. He turned the tv off and looked at me completely. "You...Deserve better." He said poking my stomach. I giggled as I sat up on him. Arms around his neck. He kissed my cheek. "I deserve you." I say poking his nose. He blushed but very faintly.

"Oh. Rossy is blushing!?" I teased. "Shut up." He pushed my shoulder. I giggled. "Tell me you love me." He said. "I love you." I told him. "Is there anybody else?" He asked. I smiled and leaned closer to him."No. Its only you. Always going to be you." I say. "I love you. I love you much." He said. "Why did you spill your pills?" I asked. "Because your here. I want to be happy not depressed." He said. "But you almost attacked me." I say. "I'm sorry about that. It must've been this." He said. He pulled out another container. "Your on drugs?" I asked. "Prescripted. Nothing is working baby." He pouted. I smiled at it. He chuckled. "Beautiful." He said rubbing my cheek. I kissed him. He kissed back and smiled into it. "I love you." He said as he pressed me against him firmly. He trailed kisses down my neck as he placed me on the couch with him on top. I moaned and tried to pull away. "You started this." He said cooling the bite he made on my neck. He slowly kissed past my neck and shoulders. I felt this tingly feeling going up and down my spine. My body started to ache to be touched by him. I felt my top roll up a little. He then kissed up towards my chest. "Ross..." I groaned. He pulled away. "Your mom's here." He said. I froze. Just then the bell rang. "We'll continue later." He winked. I blushed and pushed him off me. He kissed me once again. I kissed back and then my mom walked in. Oh god.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Comment and Vote!!!!!!!!
~Ash♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥