The Mistress

XLI

*Felix*

When I saw the pills in the wardrobe as I was about to pick out my suit for the day

Thanks to matilda's suggestion that I have my suits here so I don't have to go home every morning to change 
Now i don't have to be rush home. I can take my time now

I stare at the pills dumbfoundedly...
How did this get here
I recognize it quickly.... It was just the same kind as the one Jessica was using when we just got married

I don't understand what is it with the women in my life and their lack of desire to have kids for me

When I found out that Jessica was using this pills not only pills she had the full birth control package and even though now she claims she's no longer on it.... There's still nothing to show my off

I got really furious after seeing it..
I dashed out of the room screaming her name
She hurried out of workshop confused
I was so angry I started yelling then she said unwanted pregnancy and I was just about to lose it

I may have everything I can afford but what I want more than anything else is a mini me running around the house. He or she calling me daddy.

I know I overreacted with Matilda
She probably thinks she's doing the right thing
Trying to protect our relationship.
The truth is she has always been very open minded about what she wants and she has never been been quite enthusiastic about kids

She had already told me once that she was not with me because of my money and now she's making it clear that she's not going to tie me down with a child
She was confused that I want her to have my child.... I'm not exactly thinking right now but am sure I would never throw any opportunity I get to be a father

Having a child with Matilda would totally blow off every cover
And she didn't seem quite eager about it... I guess we'll still have to talk about it but now I just need to clear up this pills matter

And then she brought up the issue of Jessica inviting to host her in some silly show another fund raising experience for my dear wife

I went home straight after work today
It been almost a week since I last went home
And now that I know that Jessica is in town.. I have to at least go and see if she's doing OK

I parked outside and moved into our big house... Almost too big
I walked over to the bar and poured myself a glass of whiskey

Then I heard a voice that made me almost jump out of my skin

"There You are.... "

I turned quickly and was startled by Jessica standing in the hallway in her sexy black silk night gown and it jacket and her hair hanging around her shoulder

I use to think Jessica can be sexy in anything.... She's very meticulous about whatever she wears.
Something she changes her nighties every week... It use to be alluring, endearing and compelling but now all I see is a fine woman and nothing more

I sighed and took my drink and down it in one gulp.. Allowing the hot stuff burn my throat

"Have been waiting for you"
She said softly almost like a whisper but the house was too quiet to not hear it....

She rest her back against the wall right next to a huge painting of her, raising one hand to mess up her hair and the other resting on her thighs

"Really.... You have been waiting "

"All day baby... All day"
She smiled

I grabbed my jacket from the bar stool and stroll towards the bedroom which means I need to walk pass her
She hurried in front of me grabbing my red tie and pulling me closer. Hooking my leg with her long legs