The Mistress

LX ➕ Epilogue

🎵 Anne Marie fat James Arthur.. Rewrite the stars

Everyone has a dream
A dream where you actually get all you've ever wished for.
At a point in my life I stopped assuming that i was going to be successful
I was very unlucky at everything
Very slow to learn new things
And don't get me started on studying.
I can't comprehend a thing in class

My father was a mechanic and truck driver, my mother was a junkie band member. There was nothing special about me or so I thought

Good boys never fall for me.
It was always the bad boys and they always get me in trouble and then I gave up on relationship totally

But the story changed
Oh hell yeah the story changed
I met a man and I fell in love
And my life took a turn for greatness

And now am happily married to him and we live in a penthouse with our adorable daughter. Bella

I know it quite a transformation.
I never imagined my life would turn out like this... Because am not just happy, I am a mother and a wife

When Bella was three month old
We finally walked the aisle.
A small reception with our close relatives and friends....

I designed my dress, becca's, sally and my Nana and even little Bella.
I still got the touch. It one thing I can do right

I fell terrible ill after Bella was born, I was admitted for weeks, I thought it was another punishment for stealing jessica's husband..i started praying for  a chance to be a mother to my child. In ways my mother wasn't for me

I want to wake her up every morning and drive her to school, I want to read her bed time stories and teach her how to ride a bicycle, buy her a beautiful prom dress and cry my eyes out on her graduation sitting in the front roll

God did hear my prayers.
I got better and left the hospital

I got a letter from jessica the day I left the hospital

"Dear Matilda

       I would have love to come apologize in person but I am currently on house arrest and Felix placed a restraining order on me.
So this is the best I can do for now
     I am still mad that I lost something precious to you... Am partially mad at myself for being such an idiot
    I was so angry and I just wanted to end it. I wasn't thinking right, You had everything I worked so hard to build

Am sorry if I caused you any harm .
I would never intentionally hurt anyone
Send my kisses to your daughter

                            Jessie 🎀"

A part of me want to believe she didn't actually right the letter
I can't imagine her sitting down and actually writing an apology letter to me, it sounds absurd

The letter made me feel kinda guilty.
I did take what belonged to her
But when I spoke to Felix
He said she willingly sighed the divorce papers and her lawyers got her the best appeal

Being married to Felix
Is indescribable, he is just so amazing
Everyday I keep waiting for the mood swings, the arguments, the yelling
Just like in most marriages

But I guess mine isn't one of the most,
It is so blissful, I wonder why I didn't get married to him earlier
I am so happy, words are not even enough

After I made my wedding dress
I realize it was time to get back on track.... Felix already had my equipment stored in our garage.
He says whenever am ready. It right there and he has always been so supportive and encouraging