The Mistress

LIV

             *Felix*

Finding out that I was going to be a father was the best news of my entire life. After I bumped into Matilda at the supermart the other day, I couldn't shake the feeling off and I didn't want to

I went to the hotel, jumping around in my room. Even though Matilda denies that the baby was mine, I know it is. The way my whole body succumbs to her and the baby inside of her was like magnet... It just feels so right

That night I couldn't sleep.... I looked up her grandmother using the town's info and I knew I was looking in the right direction

I also checked up her so called fiancee
Julian, the Julian attached to her social media was the brother to her best friend
I know I had heard that name before
So she made it up

Damn! Its been so long, her warm honey brown eyes and long lashes made me want to pee on myself.

She's having a baby
I am going to be a father
Is there anything better than that

Its been six months and considering her flat tommy she's probably a little over six months maybe even seven

I know that somehow I have always wanted this when we were together, I had imagined what having a child with her would feel like and now it finally here

I have also tried to track her down since that night under the radar but I guess the people I hired weren't looking in the right places
I was bothered with her wellbeing and wondered if she was faring well since she didn't return back to the condo

It breaks my heart to know that I caused her so much pain all in efforts to save a marriage that was already broken

Every now and then, I try to control myself from missing her too much especially in my sleep when am this close to screaming her name with Jessica beside me

The next morning I left the hotel very early to locate her grandmother's house before my meeting

I was told she was asleep so I had to go to my meeting and come right back

Then I met her grandmother, although she was quite scary at first but with time I connected well with her. She liked that I was being real and straightforward and it made me feel more at ease

Of course, there's always Jessica to worry about.. When I got home that evening.. She was furious and yelling on top of her voice but I was too happy to let her ruin my mood with her regular tantrums..

So I ignored her and thankfully the next day she left for London to host a show..
I didn't waste any time after work I went back to Matilda's

I had missed hearing her talk endlessly and hear her fuss about things she's objected to.... But she didn't warm up to me easily infact she barely spoke to me, she stayed quiet most times

Soon enough she started making comments and adding opinions to conversations that include me

I couldn't drop by as often as I would have loved to, mostly after hectic work days and it was too late to drive three hours.

I have already miss the baby growing process until this stage... For now on I would like to see it through every step of the way

I spoke to Nana and she told me, she was planning to make the baby's room beside hers... So I started sending over bit by bit things that were needed

I wanted to give Matilda a bit of fun time too, she spends most of her time sleeping or watching horror movies
I know she must be be home sick and eager to do something terrific but she's too pumped up to try