These are only my thoughts.

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Hey dreamers and believers. Found this piece of writing in my notes. I didn't post it before because I thought different but hey,opinions change,times change,people change. So enjoy.

Saving other people helps myself
Because there is a darkness in my head that I can't get out
But what if I can't rescue you on time, does that mean you will never be mine?
I don't want to cry; I need to be strong.
But how can I do that when everything is wrong
I'm drowning,im dying,im missing you
But then I realize our love might not even be true.
You confuse me with your twisted ways
It makes me want to be in the good old days.
I'm crying,I'm shouting, I'm going blind
Because I will never have the word " love" defined.
And what would happen if I suddenly gave up?
Would everyone rejoice for the friendship they made up?
What if suddenly I just broke?
Would Everyone just treat me like a joke?
I need to be strong enough for all
Because if I don't it will lead to our downfall.
I'm crying,I'm drowning, I'm not the same.
There is a wildness in me that will never be tamed.
I'm trying to be free
But I'm stuck in misery.
Why oh why do I imprison myself in these chains?
Why oh why do I do this if there is no positive gain?
But take a deep breath
These are only my thoughts.
I just have to free myself and untangle these knots.
Just one ray of happiness
Is all it takes
To allow me To forgive myself and all of my mistakes.

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