Can I?

crossed out.

I am beautiful. 

i’m hideous.

I am intelligent.

i’m dumb.

I love the sunrises because even though not many people see them, they brighten up the whole horizon in beautiful hues.

i think sunsets resemble life because everyone sees the light fade from their lives.

Everyone creates mistakes. Life is full of perfect imperfections.

the first time it is a mistake ,and then it is a choice that I am  always bound to repeat.

I attach myself to people I love so I never have the chance to lose them.

i cannot get attached because attachments lead to expectations, and those lead to disappointments.

Life is about conquering your fears and overcoming the impossible.

life is tough, and then you die.

I’m living.

i’m dying.

          I  wished I believed what my friends told me before it was too late. Now I’m just crossed out. A bunch of lines that don’t make sense anymore. Help me. Because all I have become was more of what was not. A cross out.