It Turn's Out Golden... (The Wanted Fanfiction)

Chapter 38 - It's not your fault

Tom's POV.

She was stirring and wimpering in her sllep. I felt so bad that I couldn't help her. I can't believe that she didn't tell me about the baby, I mean, I know she only found out this morning, but I thought that she would tell me straight away. I don't blame her though, she is nowhere near ready to commit to something as big as a baby. Well, I don't think she is.

"No.... Stop it.... Help!" She shouted. Maybe I should wake her up. I shook her gently. She woke up and looked at me horrifically. "Did she tell you?" I nodded. She looked down as tears started to leak from the corners of her eyes. "I am so sorry Tom" She started wailing. I sat on the side of her bed and pulled  her into a hug.

"It's okay" I wiped the tears that were running down her face.

"But it's not!" She pulled away from me. "I didn't tell you and now it's dead. I killed it! I killed my own baby" She started rubbing her stomach, and weeping.

"It's not your fault. Something bad had happened. You were not thinking straight. If you really want a baby, then when you are well again, we can try for one" She looked up at me, and I can see the love that she had for me in her eyes. 

"You mean it?" I nodded. She grabbed me into a hug. "Thankyou Tom"

"Anything for you Ally" 

"I love you" She smiled.

"I love you too. How about when we get out of here, we go back to England?" I aksed.

"I would love that. Oh and baby?"

"Yeah?"

"I don't want a kid just yet. I don't think I am ready for that kind of commitment"

"I didn't think that you were" I smiled at her again. I loved this girl more than anything in the world, and I am glad that she loves me just as much as I love her. I heard her snoring softly. I layed her back down on the bed and moved onto it more so I was laying on it beside her.

"Goodnight babe" I whispered, before I fell asleep myself.