Beautiful Outsides, Toxic Insides: Neo x Male Reader X Yang {COMPLETED}

A New Life

Y/N's pov

Yang stepped out my hospital room as i hung my head, was all i did for nothing? Neo ran away even though i went through that

At... at least Yang is still here for me, which i didn't expect. I thought after all this she'd hate me for defending Neo like this

Actually, why did i take this punishment for her? Was it because i cared for her or did my instincts as a Huntsman take over?

Well, Ex-huntsman now... even with General Ironwood's offer i can't do it, become an over militaristic shell of my former self

With all we know about Atlas combined with my wounds i wouldn't even look human anymore... do i even look human now?

I haven't seen how i look but i wouldn't assume i look human, more like some kind of monster from a childs story...

Looking to my right i saw a clipboard, straining myself as i grunted in pain i managed to grab it. With shaky hands i drew my arm back.

Patient
Y/N L/N

Reason for admission
Severe Burns, multiple large lacerations, severely damaged tounge, tortured

Time for recovery
5 months

We managed to stitch his tounge back into working condition however during it a few nurses were affected by a gas that escaped his mouth. Prosthetics would be required to have full use and feeling in his damaged areas again

Nerve damage was something we couldn't fix and had to burn off some nerve endings so he could live semi-normally.

[Turn to next page to see the full extent of the damges]

My hands kept shaking, enough to make me drop the board, good thing too as i couldn't keep reading that...

But is it that bad? There's more than one page to list off all the damages... and what do they mean to live semi-normally?

Does that mean, like this, i can't live a remotely normal life? Moving my tounge in my mouth i could feel the stitches in it... guess I bit too hard

Looking down to my lap i saw how my hands shook, like an old person with Parkinson's...

I doubt i can do much like this, holding a gun is out the question and i'm 60% sure writing is as well.

So how do i get back at Cinder, put her through worse torture than she put me through? Or won't i be capable of doing it to her...

Yang's pov

Okay Yang, you can do this... this is for the best, so Y/N can be normal and happy again.

Taking a deep breath i walked back into his hospital room to see him staring at his hands while a clipboard sat on his lap.

Me: You read it... didn't you?

He glanced up to me before weakly nodding as he gently lowered his hands onto his lap.

Walking over to Y/N, i sat on the bed beside him, as i tried to steel myself for what's about to come...

Looking to him i saw that he was giving me a smile, despite the obvious pain he must be going through.

A moment later he struggled a bit but rested his head on my shoulder which made me freeze in place

He's... why is he doing this? To make me feel better? I don't deserve this, all i could do us sit there when it happened

I was too blinded by anger that i lost to Neo and couldn't drag her back. Y/N shakily raised his hand as he took deep breaths

A moment later he held my hand in his own, weakly, making me look to him confused...

Me: Y-Y/N... you need to go to Atlas... so you can be a Huntsman

He frowned when i brought it up and shook his head ever so slightly. Why is he being so stubborn, why is this so hard?!

Me: Please... do this for me

I waited for a moment before i felt him shake his head, letting go of his i stood up and faced away from him.

Me: Why? You did all this for... her, and look what it did to you. Now that i'm trying to help you, you won't do it...

Glancing over my shoulder i saw that he was hanging his head making me suslect something.

Me:... What is she to you?

Y/N barely shrugged his shoulders but it was still noticeable

Me: Am i not enough, or do you care for her more...? That's it isn't it, she's more important to you than i am

Y/N raised his head and shook it as he had a scared look on his face, turning around fully i stepped towards him.

Me: Well if you can find her than you won't have to worry about me anymore... we're through

I didn't even look at his face as i walked out the room, leaning against the wall i held back tears and slid down it.

There, i did it... but was it worth it? Tears flowed down my cheeks as i buried my face in my hands.

I'm so sorry Y/N, but this is for the best...

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