Thug Loving (Editing)

Chapter 27

Janay

I can't believe this, I have No home $ my boyfriend is in the hospital hanging on for his dear life.

I swear every time my life is on some type of track, something happens and fucking ruin everything I worked hard for. I fucking walk two steps forward & get pushed 100 steps back.

I fucking hate my life. Why did it have to be this way? Why me? Why now? Why every! God, I really need those questions answered cause I'm about to give up on life all together.

Only thing I have left is the hopes of my boutique. The Man still haven't called me about buying the building and I really don't know what that mean.

Honestly? I just want my boyfriend to be OK. I don't know what I'll do if this Man don't pull through. He's a big part of my life now and if I loose him then lord knows what I'll do.

We've been here for a couple of hours and they still haven't said shit. The crew here along with Mama pat -Who is staring at me - & her husband. That lady states at Mr evetytime she see's me it's starting to really piss me off.

I'm going to be respectful because She's never disrespected me or showed a sign she didn't like me she just always staring at a real nigga.

I just want to go home and lay up with my Man. But , I guess that's too much to ask for.

I really want to know Why this had to happen to me.

Damn. I'm crying again.

Quay

I can't believe this shit Man. I feel like it's my fault cause I didn't have his back. if I would've went with him it probably wouldn't have happened that way.

I'm trying to stay strong but that's my nigga Man. That's my damn brother, my ace, my day 1 .. I sound gay as he'll but you wouldn't understand unless you going through or went through this shit .

I'm trying to stay positive . I'm trying to think positive. So God please give us a positive result. I can't loose my nigga Man. I just can't.

I know for a fact if ain't nobody got me he got me. He was there for me. I was there for him . if one swing the other shoot that's just How it was with us.

Y'all don't understand How it feel. I'm dying inside. I'm loosing my mind Man. if my brother don't wake up niggas gone wish they didn't pull that trigger and thats on everything I love.

Kari

Everybody in here is either sad or crying. Am I sad? Yeah. But my child is more important and I can't stress over this.

I pray he's Okay not only for Jay sake but for Quays. I love Kidd just as much as everybody else so it'll affect me just as Well.

Just not as much? Understand? Like I haven't known him that long for me to be hysterical. I just known him long enough to care if he died .

Do I sound like a bitch?

A.D

Man, I can't take this shit. I need a blunt or something. Kidd is the last family I have. If I loose my blood fucking brother to some hams all he'll gone break loose.

Even if he do pull through niggas bodies still about to drop #100 & that's on my mama.

Asia

I c-cant believe my brothers damn near dead. My life ain't gone be the same. Song nobody as protective over me as Kidd. I mean nobody. Not even Quay and that's my real brother.

I can't stomach the fact he might die.

I guess Jay can't either because she just threw up all over the hospital floor.