Thug Loving (Editing)

Chapter 26 For real

Jay
Y'all know I couldn't leave Y'all hanging like that.  I love Y'all sexy asses to damn much.  So enjoy.

I just left apple bees with Kari.  I'm on my way home. I had a really good evening with my bestfriend.  Then  Fancy by Iggy came on.

[Verse 1: Iggy Azalea]
First thing's first, I'm the realest (realest)
Drop this and let the whole world feel it (let them feel it)
And I'm still in the Murda Bizness
I could hold you down, like I'm givin' lessons in physics (right, right)
You should want a bad bitch like this (huh?)
Drop it low and pick it up just like this (yeah)
Cup of Ace, cup of Goose, cup of Cris
High heels, somethin' worth a half a ticket on my wrist (on my wrist)
Takin' all the liquor straight, never chase that (never)
Rooftop like we bringin' '88 back (what?)
Bring the hooks in, where the bass at?
Champagne spillin', you should taste that

[Chorus: Charli XCX]
I'm so fancy
You already know
I'm in the fast lane
From L.A. to Tokyo
I'm so fancy
Can't you taste this gold?
Remember my name
'Bout to blow

[Verse 2: Iggy Azalea]
I said, "Baby, I do this, I thought that you knew this."
Can't stand no haters and honest, the truth is
And my flow retarded, they speak it depart it
Swagger on super, I can't shop at no department
better get my money on time, if they not money, decline
And swear I meant that there so much that they give that line a rewind
So get my money on time, if they not money, decline
I just can't worry 'bout no haters, gotta stay on my grind
Now tell me, who that, who that? That do that, do that?
Put that paper over all, I thought you knew that, knew that
I be the I-G-G-Y, put my name in bold
I been working, I'm up in here with some change to throw

[Chorus: Charli XCX]
I'm so fancy
You already know
I'm in the fast lane
From L.A. to Tokyo
I'm so fancy
Can't you taste this gold?
Remember my name
'Bout to blow

[Bridge: Charli XCX]
Trash the hotel
Let's get drunk on the mini bar
Make the phone call
Feels so good getting what I want
Yeah, keep on turning it up
Chandelier swinging, we don't give a fuck
Film star, yeah I'm deluxe
Classic, expensive, you don't get to touch
Ow...

[Verse 3: Iggy Azalea]
Still stuntin', how you love that?
Got the whole world asking how I does that
Hot girl, hands off, don't touch that
Look at it I bet you wishing you could clutch that
It's just the way you like it, huh?
You're so good, he's just wishing he could bite it, huh?
Never turn down nothing,
Slaying these hoes, gold trigger on the gun like

[Chorus: Charli XCX]
I'm so fancy
You already know
I'm in the fast lane
From L.A. to Tokyo
I'm so fancy
Can't you taste this gold?
Remember my name
'Bout to blow

[Outro:]
Who that, who that, I-G-G-Y
That do that, do that, I-I-G-G-Y
Who that, who that, I-G-G-Y
Blow

Who-who-who-who that, who that, I-G-G-Y
That do that, do that, I-G-G-Y
Who that, who that, I-G-G-Y
Blow

:That white girl know  she can rap,  ole foreign Australian ass.  And her booty?  unbelievable.  Us black chicks betta watch out them white girls getting thick .

I pulled into my apartment complex & Parked in my designated parking spot.  I got out & walked  the three stairs & put the pin in so I can get inside.  After I got in I went up the stairs to get to my apartment.  I put my key in the door, turned it  and walked in. 

I can't believe I left thus house like this.  I am so mad.  I just wanted to come home and sleep but now I gotta clean up.  I decided I'll just start on the kitchen. 

I made breakfast for me and Kidd this morning and didn't have time to clean up. I out some water in the pan I cooked the eggs in and put it on the stove and turned it on so it can boil and the eggs will come out faster.

I made some dish water,  added some bleach and started washing the dishes.  Damn I need to go get the rest of my cloths from the old house.  See,  the house we stayed in is still payed up for two more weeks.  So I still didn't get all my stuff.  Matter of fact most of my things over there.  I have to go get the rest of my shit.

My phone was vibrating indicating I was getting a call.  I wiped my hands on the towel next to me and picked up my phone

"hello "

"Jay,  Man Kidd got shot Man hurry up and get here." It was Quay

"Quay don't fucking play with me this ain't funny " I was tearing up

"Jay I out that on my unborn Man,  we was at the gas station and some niggas popped him Man.  We at Mercy Man hurry up " I just hung up grabbed my keys and left out the door.

I got in my car , I didn't let the engine get time time catch you before I pulled off.  I took all back streets to avoid polices & stop Lights . I got there in 5minutes flat.

I took my keys out the ignition and slammed my door I ran in the  hospital.  I didn't have to Wait on the person a the reception desk because Quay already told me the floor they on. 

"Quay what the doctors say? " He looked up at me and his eyes was bloodshot red. 

Not only his but the rest of the crew too.

"Man.  they said t-they don't know...  they don't know if my nigga gone make it.  " He bust out in tears,  that made new cry even harder because Quay was crying and Quay is the stupid one.

My phone started vibrating in my pocket

"What!?  " I sighed

"Is this Janay Williams? " it was a white lady

"Yeah "

"Well Ms. Williams some  of the apartments in your come caught on fire & yours happened to be one " I  left that damn stove on.  I just hung up on her.

"FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK " I yelled and started hurting the wall.  Idris grabbed me & I cried into his chest

My life never go right. It's always some bull shit happening.  Does God hate me?  Do I not pray enough? 

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Excuse any mistakes. 

I cried writing this.