Its Complicated

Chapter 21

Chris POV: its been a few days since the accident and I've been in the hospital with airi the whole time. Today the doctors said she's ok to go home. We haven't really been talking, making it a little akward.

Chris: you ready to go?

Airi: yea

Chris: ight, lets go

15 mins. later in the car

Airi POV: im not really as mad at chris as i was before. Its a little akward though because we're not talking. Im facing the window while chris is playing music, then "close friends" come on by lil baby and gunna

Chris: (singing) "we started off as close friends, somehow you turned into my girlfriend."  *turns radio up even more* "we used to tell each other everything, i even went and bought her diamond rings, matching earrings."

Airi POV: i dont know why but i started crying because the song reminded me of me and chris relationship a little bit

Chris: (singing to airi now) "Everything was so cool, lately baby been actin' so rude, I don't know what somebody told you, but I ain't gon' lie, I miss the old you, I know you remember how I would hold you, still remember how I approached you. I think i love you 'fore i knew you. Made a promise I won't use you, play my cards right, I won't lose you, got 'em tuned in like I'm YouTube, got somethin' on me like it's voodoo, I'll go nuts for you, go cuckoo, lose my cool and all, and I know that shit was wrong, I shouldn't've did what I did. Just wipe your eyes and stop this cryin', I told the truth, that I'd been lyin', I gave you racks, I tried to buy in
I even did the unthinkable, and I'm sorry for what I did to you, take me back, if I was you and I did what I did, I probably would, I probably wouldn't, Take you back, if I was you and I did what I did, I probably would, I probably wouldn't. Keep our business to ourselves, the internet ain't doin' no help, I know I shouldn't've never left, but everything I did for us, and us, I'm speakin' on my kids, thinkin' 'bout this shit I did like how the hell I get myself involved in this bullshit?" *stops singing still driving, looking at airi while she cries silently.

Chris: *turns down the radio* what's wrong?

Airi: im sorry *crying*

Chris: for what?

Airi: being rude and treating you like shit, I didn't mean it

Chris: im so- *gets cut off by airi*

Airi: Chris don't even apologize to me, for real. Because what I did was fucked up *voice trembling while her eyes fill with more tears* I just acted out and anger and I didn't think. Now look at me, I have no child not knowing that i did wanted it. Its ok if your still mad at me, just drop me off at my mama's house please.

Chris: no, I understand airi and I know how you feel now and how you felt then.

Airi: *sniffling*

Chris: just stay the night at the house, if you still feel a little uncomfortable I'll take you to your mom's house, ok?

Airi: ok.

5 mins. later at home

Airi POV: me and chris were laying in bed watching tv and carmen called me

Airi: hello?

Carmen: airi! Hey girl, you doing better?

Airi: yea....

Carmen: oh well since you doing better you should come to the club with the gang, you and chris!

Airi: carmen, i dont think soo, im not in the mood to go out