Save Yourself (Colby Brock Fanfiction)[ON HOLD]

Chapter 2: One Last Try

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

Hello everyone! As you know, the first chapter of Save Yourself was extremely short. Up until about chapter 5, the chapters will also be short. It's kind of difficult to write a lot before some events occur. Once those specific ones do, the chapters will be much longer, I promise. Enjoy! <3

WARNING:

*What you are about to read may contain mature language and talks about suicide.

"Shut up. Stop. Talking. I tried to kill myself! I attempted suicide and all you want to do is talk about my feelings! The second I put that rope around my neck, I was finally happy! I was at peace. I was finally going to get something that I wanted-needed. But my fucking family wanted to take that all away. I hate you and everyone around me!" Without hesitating, I got up off of the cushion on the couch and stormed out of the session. I ran down the stairs, almost falling over myself. Sobbing, I shoved the front door out and ran away from that horrid place. 

I couldn't believe her. Or myself. I really hate that woman. I've never done something like that. I'm so tired of putting on my mask. I had never shown my true colors before. I felt relieved. I started to walk across the main road that lie in front of the therapist's office. The burning sun shone on my face as another tear rolled down my pink cheeks. Step by step, I made my way across the street. Millions of thoughts danced in my head. One of them, suddenly screamed at me. I felt an urge to just stop walking and wait for something to come and hit me. I stopped in my tracks and turned to see a bright yellow, huge bus racing towards me. I smiled. This was it. This was the last time I'd ------