Save Yourself (Colby Brock Fanfiction)[ON HOLD]

Chapter 1: Talks

AUTHOR'S NOTE BEFORE WE BEGIN:
Hi guys! I'm Maddy, the author of Save Yourself. I've been loving fanfictions so I decided to turn one of my stories into one! I get bored in homeroom at school, so I just write. I really hope you guys enjoy and please leave me your honest feedback! :) <3

ONE MORE NOTE:
Unfortunately, I won't have a posting schedule. I have school to focus on, but I swear on my life that I will try my hardest to post as often as I can! Enjoy, loves.<3

*What you are about to read may contain mature language and talks of suicide.

*THIS FIRST CHAPTER IS EXTREMELY SHORT! MY OTHER CHAPTERS WILL NOT BE AS SHORT AS THIS ONE! <3

"Ainsley? Are you listening?" Dr. Jones asked me in a soft voice.

I wanted to respond, but I couldn't. How could I tell her that my pain was so bad that I tried to kill myself? That I wanted to die? Instead. I just sat there, blank-faced. Last week, I attempted suicide. I put a rope around my throat and tied it to my ceiling fan. Unfortunately, my older sister walked in on me before I could end it all. My idiotic parents got me someone to talk to. If you have ever felt how I have, you'd know that you can't talk to anyone about our pain. Personally, talking to someone makes me want to shove 100 sleeping pills down my throat.

"Ainsley? Please talk to me. Trust me, talking about hoe you feel will make you feel better," Dr. Jones said again. I wanted to scream at her. I wanted to tell her how I really felt. So I did.