This was horrible. I couldn't choose right now. I like the both of them. It was hard. I couldn't say anything, I was speechless. This was a speechless emergency. So I did the only thing a normal girl would do...RUN!!!
I ran out of the store. I ran out of that whole area. I ran as fast as my legs could go. I don't know how long I ran for, but I do know that I was far away from Jayden and Ben. As I was running I spotted McDonald's and I went in. I sat at a corner booth and ordered small fries and cool drink. As you would have noticed, I normally order fries and cool drink when I'm in Mc D. I don't eat heavy food, so fries are just fine for me. I took out my phone, so I could call my dad to come and fetch me. My dad didn't take long to come and get me. He arrived -I think- 5mins after I called him, which didn't give me time to think about what happened.
I got into my Instagram and decided to post my day. I simply posted a picture and wrote "thoughts"
I decided to look at other people's posts (I obviously looked at Ben's and Jayden's posts.) As I was looking at their posts, I noticed something was weird about their posts. They posted something similar to mine. Ben posted this...
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He looked drop-dead gorgeous on that picture. Gosh...
And Jayden posted this...
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This was hard for me. I liked Ben but yet I also like Jayden.
Things I like bout Ben:
*He is so sweet. Ben has always been a great, funny guy. He isn't a boring guy. He makes me laugh. * I only knew Ben for a short time but I felt close to him. He has always been gentle, but never too rough. * Ben is considerate and caring He is able to cope with my moods and hasn't judged me bout my status. * I just met him. *He has the most soft lips I've felt. * He has great curly hair and his skin is amazingly soft. * He has a great body structure and his style is beyond great. He is just sweet...
This bout Jayden:
* I've been with Jayden for almost a year and a half. * He broke up with me because of my "personality" * He is also a great guy, who is caring. * I have a lot of memories with him. He knows me very well * But he moved on from me very easily. * I still love Jayden deep down in my heart.
I still don't know who to choose. I devised a plan to get Jayden back and just when everything is in place a gorgeous person disturbs everything.
I can't choose Ben, even though he is a great guy, I have to choose Jayden. I've worked to hard to get him back, only to not take. NO... I'm choosing Jayden.
My plan worked perfectly, I can't just wrap up everything and throw it in the bin for a handsomely, gorgeous human. NO!!!
By the time I got home with my dad, I had made up my mind.
I'm choosing Jayden...
***** Sorry for not updating my book readers. I'm on vacation, so I don't get time to sit and write a book. I love seeing more readers read my book. If you have questions bout the book, feel free to ask.
And, YES, I know there are spelling mistakes, but I truly try to improve on my writing skills.
