Chapter 23

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We stayed at the hospital for a few more hours until we had to leave. We got into justins car and we left. We got home and we all piled out of the car. I went up to my room and justin soon followed. It was 10:50 almost 11 o'clock at night and i was exhausted. I grabbed a pair of teal shorts that said 'booty' in big white letters and then i grabbed a white tanktop and walked into the bathroom. I changed and then walked into my room. Justin was laying on my bed on his phone until.the bathroom door opened. He was staring at me and i turned around and walked over to my desk. I could feel justins eyes on my ass. i grabbed my phone and walked over to my bed. I stood up and stood right in front of justin. He sat up and pulled me towards him. He kissed my stomach and then looked up at me."why did you kiss my stomach? im not pregnant yet"as soon as the words left my mouth i slapped my hand over it. Justin smirked."glad to know you want my children"he said. i pushed him and layed down. He stripped everything but his boxers. When he turned around he caught me admiring him. I blushed and looked away."like what you see babe?"he asked huskily in my ear and he bit it. I shivered and he smiled against my ear. We layed down and turned off the lights. I feel asleep to the sound of justins heartbeat in my ears.

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"Adam?!"no response."ADAM!!!!!"I screamed his name. He didn't move. I layed next to him not caring that blood was getting on me. I hugged him and cried for hours. I heard the front door open and close."Shae? adam?"i heard my mom yell. I just comtinued sobbing into my brothers dead body. I heard footsteps and then a scream. i looked up at my mom crying. She tried to move me but i wouldnt budge. She got out her phone calling someone while walking out of the room. I heard sirens and heard running footsteps. People came in and were trying to pry me off of him. I just kept screaming. They finally got me off of him and i kept screaming and kicking. My mom just kept crying. They finally let go of me and i ran outside to see them zipping up the bag."shae! shae!"i heard my dad screaming my name. But it wasnt my dad...

I opened my eyes and gasped. I looked up and seen justin. I started crying and held me while i cried. About an hour later i had finally stopped crying."what was your dream about?"justin asked softly. i sniffed. I couldnt amswer without crying so i stayed silent."okay you can tell me when your ready"justin said kissing my head after a few minutes."i was 14 at the time-""you dont have to tell me"he said."i want to. Ive kept it in too long"i said and started again."i just got home from school. I opened the door and called out for someone. No one answered so i walked into the kitchen and my mom put a note their saying she went shopping and adam was home. So i wondered why he didnt answer. I walked upstairs and called his name. Still no answer. So I walked into his room and the bathroom light was on"I paused to take a shaky breath."I walked into the bathroom and and he was o-on the floor with blood e-everywhere. I stayed and layed there with him crying and then my mom tried to get me off of him and I wouldn't move. It wasnt until the paramedics came were they able to get me off."I finished breaking down. He wrapped me his arms arojnd me as I cried."a-adam was my older brother and he me and him were really close and this is what happens when I think about him, justin. I miss him so much"I said clut clutching onto his shirt and crying harder."im so sorry shae. Thats awful"justin said. I just sat there and cried."I havent had these dreams since then. They started again at the hospital"I said. I cried

for another hour until i drifted off to sleep

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I woke up and reached for justin but felt nothing. I sat up and looked around. My balcony door was open. I pulled the covers to the side and stood up. I walked out onto the balcony and justin was sitting there. i walked over to the other chair and sat next to him."hey babe"justin said. i smiled weakly at him."c'mere"justin said. I got up and walked to where I was standing in front of him. He grabbed my hips and pulled me closer to him. He kissed me tenderly on the lips."im here for you"he said grabbing my hands and rubbing circles into them."okay?"he asked/said. I nodded and smiled. He stood up and wrapped his arms around me and I wrapped mine around him. After 3 hours of doing nothing Justin spoke up"get dressed we're going somewhere"Justin said."okay....?"I said more like a question. I got up and walked into my closet. I took off my pajamas and put them in my hamper. I looked through my clothes deciding on what outfit to wear. I decided on some teal high waisted shorts and a Lacey crop top. I grabbed my black short boot heels and walked into my bathroom. I straightened my hair and then curled the ends. I opened my makeup drawer and got out my eyeliner. I put it on and then put on some mascara. After I was done with that I out them back and walked out of the bathroom. Justin was sitting on my bed on his phone. He looked up when he heard the door and I smiled at him. He smiled back."ready?"he asked. I nodded. We walked downstairs. I looked around the living room to see of anyone was home. I spotted Alex and Tyler on the couch. I quickly pulled Justin out the door and he chuckled which made me smile. I walked over to the car and was about to open the door when Justin beat me to it. I got in and he shut the door running over to his side. He got in and drove out of my driveway."so where are we going?"I asked him."where do you want to go?"he asked."the salon"I said excitedly."okay"Justin said heading to the salon. We arrived and I ran inside."hi guys! How may I help you?"the guy asked. He looked around Justin's age and was looking at only me. He was smiling flirtasiously."uhm I would like to get the tips of my hair died a tealish color."I told him."anything for a beautiful girl like you"he said smiling showing his white pair of teeth. I sat down in a chair and he began working on my hair.

After what felt like hours of him flirting and Justin fuming he was finally done. I was so annoyed because he didn't know how to take a hint. I got up and put my arm around Justin's waist as we walked to the register."That's 43.25 sweetheart"he said. While I was getting my money out I hadn't realized Justin had already paid until I looked up. I frowned up at him and he just smiled. I glared and walked out of the shop after saying thank you to the man. I got in the car and waited for Justin to get in. Once he got in we were off again to who knows where."now where are we going?"I asked. He was about to say something until I heard music from a few blocks away."you've got to be kidding"I said looking at him. He glanced at me."cmon let loose"he said. I sighed."how many hoes do you know here?4?5?"I asked getting out of the car. Justin glared at me as I got out. He walked over to me and out an arm around my waist. He got close to my ear."look just have fun tonight please"he whispered while grabbing my hand and walking up to the door. We entered and it was all sweaty and crowded inside. Justin dragged me into what looked like the kitchen and over to Ryan and christian."omg heyyyy guys"I exclaimed running over and hugging them both."Shae!"they exclaimed. I smiled widely. We chatted for a little bit before they had to leave."I'll be back"Justin said. I nodded and he walked off. I seen a cooler and walked over to it. There were beers in it. I grabbed one and twisted off the top. I took a swig."I forgot how bad this tasted."I said. I heard someone chuckle behind me. I turned and came face to face with Jacob. I scoffed and walked away from him. I walked out of the room and ran into a hard chest. There hands flew around my waist instantly keeping me from falling."woah there"they said chuckling. I looked up to see Jason."Jason!"I exclaimed and hugged him tightly."hey boo"he said chuckling."I missed you!!"I said."I missed you too"he said. We smiled at each other. He grabbed my hand and started walking up the stairs with me. He took me into a room and closed the door behind him. Its was a game room. I walked over and sat on the couch. Jason followed and sat next to me. I looked into his piercing blue eyes while he looked at me."so what are you doing here?"he asked."my boyfriend dragged me here"I said drinking some more beer. He nodded."since when do you like beer?"he asked. I smirked."I don't"I said drinking more. He chuckled. I finished my beer and frowned."do you have any?"I asked him. He nodded and handed me another one. I smiled."sweet"I said opening it and chugging it. Half of it was gone."damn"Jason said. I laughed. I drank the rest of my beer. I suddenly felt light headed and weird."another"I said. Jason laughed as he handed me another beer. I chugged it half way again. And then chugged down the other half."Shae. I have something to tell you"Jason said putting his hand on my knee."what is it?"I slurred."I like you and I've liked you for a long time"he said crashing his lips onto mine. I didn't kiss back and I heard the door open so I quickly shoved him off me. I lazily looked at the person. Justin."wow I honestly don't know what to say"he said before walking away."Justin"I slurred standing up. I stumbled but I kept going."Justin"I said. He kept going. He ran out the door and I jogged after him. I heard a car and knew he had left. I looked around and ran a hand through my hair. I had no way of getting home. Justin was my ride. I decided to walk. By the time I got home. My mom was sitting on the couch. When she heard the door close, she looked at me and then stood up. She walked over to me."where have you been?"she asked.

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