11:00 pm

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by burmeserose

"Being ignored causes the same chemical reaction in the brain as being physically hurt"

- Unknown

11:00 pm

7th April, 2015

*Kate was on a reading spree. She started with the next diary entry after the call with John*

10th September, 2013

God, waking up early in the mornings sucks. Anyway, much to my surprise, my voice dropped quite a bit today. I wasn't expecting a change for quite a while. It feels so cool though – my voice, I mean. It's like those times when I use to have a severe cold. So far I've been on T for a week. Though my appetite hasn't changed much, I feel like I'm gaining a little weight. I think I should start exercising now.

Mom spoke to me yesterday. Nothing significant though, she just asked me for a pencil for her post-it notes in the kitchen. But still, it meant a lot to me. There's this thing about family – whenever they're not talking to you for a while on purpose, you feel empty. Same cannot be said about friends. Well, of course you'd feel sad but it won't sting you. But it hurts like hell when someone related to you by blood doesn't acknowledge your existence. I just hope things get better.

All my bags are packed for Florida. We're leaving tomorrow. And I'm nervous as always, nothing new.

*Kate fell asleep by the end. Apparently, her sleep patterns are improving*