Ziall- The Untold X Factor Journey

Chapter Ten

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Zayn's Pov:

It's hard to think that me and they boys never really auditioned together. We've all become so close and our friendship grows every single day. Everytime we get through our bond gets stronger. It feels like we were never put together, Feels as though we've been friends forever, Well to me it feels that way with everyone but Niall. I don't want Niall's friendship I want more from him, I've never looked at a boy the way I look at him, I've never felt so protective of a person before. I'm confused I've never been with a boy I've only ever been with girls, But the feelings I have for Niall is something I can't explain, It confuses and scares me because I've never experienced it before. Is that so weird?

Today all the contestants were having a lazy day. We all agreed that we deserved some time to just kick back and have a laugh, Harry decided to come down the stairs in his gold thong yet again. I can't imagine why but Geneva decided to throw herself over me yet again. Right now she was practically sitting in my lap running her hands over my body. I looked around for Niall noticing immediately that he wasn't there, I looked over to Louis and mouthed 'Where's Niall?' Louis shrugged his shoulders in response. Something must be wrong Niall never missed a chance to kick back and eat junk food. 

"I need to piss" I said getting to my feet, Geneva frowned as I walked out the room. I sighed before heading up the stairs. I searched everywhere for Niall, In the kitchen, The bathroom, The game room, The music room, Finally I decided to search our room. I walked up to the door hearing silent sobs coming from inside, I quickly burst into the room seeing Niall laid out on his bunk. 

"Nialler what's wrong?" I asked while rushing over to him. 

"I don't belong in this band Zayn" Niall cried out.

"Don't you say that!" I exclaimed. 

"It's true, Zayn none of the fans like me" He said more tears falling from his eyes. 

"That's not true Niall, The fans they love you, They love your carefree attitude" I replied, Niall shook his head. 

"No they hate me, They hate my teeth, My body everything" Niall cried out. 

"Niall where are you getting all this from?" I asked, Niall handed his phone to me, I scrolled through his twitter mentions seeing people harassing him. 

"Niall, if these people are being like this towards you then there no fans of ours. Our true fans are the ones who accept us for us, They respect all of us in our way. Niall your perfect, Your teeth are adorable, Your body yeah so what you don't have Liam's body but yours is beautiful! And your beautiful Niall, Your the most beautiful boy I've ever met" I replied while soothingly rubbing his back. 

"I just want to feel cared for Zi, All the fans they love you guys I suppose I just want to feel that love you know?" Niall asked. 

"But you do have that love Niall. You have it with your family, With Li's family, With Lou's, With Hazza's family, With mine, You have that love with Lou, Haz, Li, With our true fans! Niall you have that love with me, I love you Niall" I said, Niall looked at me with his piercing blue eyes he then quickly wrapped his arms tightly around me. 

"I love you too Zi" Niall said, I in return wrapped my arms around Niall quietly sighing, If only you knew what I really meant. 

-A few days later-

"Were One Direction and this our video diary week 3" Harry said. Here we are again doing another video diary, I love doing these it's a way for us to interact with our fans, Be complete idiots and I also love how close I sit to Niall. Today the seating was Liam at the back, Then me and Niall and good old Larry Stylinson in front of us. Since we were sat on the stairs we were pretty squashed together so mine and Niall's legs were rubbing against each other causing crazy butterflies to erupt from inside of me. I couldn't help but look at Niall throughout the whole video diary he just looked so beautiful, I tried to look everywhere but at Niall but it just didn't work. Niall was being completely crazy with Louis teasing the fans about our song, I couldn't help but gaze lovingly at him as he chuckled at Louis madness. We were asked what music instruments we could play.

"I'm handy quite handy with a cazoo but that's about it" Harry said. 

"Haha, I can play piano a little bit" Niall chuckled at Louis answer causing more butterflies to fly through me, I couldn't help but smile at the blonde beauty.

"Erm a little bit of guitar and a little bit of piano" Liam replied calmly, Always the sensible one Liam. 

"I can play the guitar" Niall replied, He then looked directly at me. 

"And I can play the triangle" I answered cheekily, Niall chuckled a little at this. One Direction then went completely crazy and started making instrument noises. We ended the video on a high, It was great to see Niall smile again. 

Niall's Pov:

Today the final twelve all got to go shopping. It was crazy how many people were standing outside the shop. We all used to be able to go out, buy some new clothes now were lucky if we can buy toilet roll without causing a riot. Now for me being surrounded by all these girls was pretty intimidating, And let's say I was scared. It wasn't the girls that were scaring me, The thing is I'm claustrophobic, I haven't told any of the boys because I don't want them to take the mickey out of me. I know they won't but I'm a proud person, Plus I thought I'd be ok, I didn't think there would be many people here, Boy was I wrong.

"One Direction!! Harry! Louis! Liam! Zayn! Niall Oh my God!" Girls were constantly screaming in our faces, There was no room for us to actually move and I began to panic, My breathing became extremely heavy, I looked around for the boys wanting so desperately to find one of them. 

"Guys! Guys! Where are you!" I saw Zayn's hair and immediately began shouting,"Zayn! Zayn help me!" I shouted. 

"Niall!" I heard Zayn shout back, I then saw him frantically pushing his way through all the people desperately trying to get to me. Within seconds he was by my side with his arms firmly around my waist, The other boys were there in an instant guiding me out of the crowd, Zayn kept his hands firmly on me and I was gripping onto him in return. 

"It's ok Nialler, I'm here ok, I'm here" Zayn whispered soothingly into my ear. I held onto his hands even tighter not wanting to lose him. We finally made it out of the sea of girls and back into the car. Once inside my breathing went back to normal but my grip on Zayn remained the same. He never flinched though, He never questioned me still holding on even though I was safe, All he done was wrap his arms firmly around me humming soothingly into my ear, Maybe he felt the same way I do? Maybe he likes me back? 

-Saturday Night-

Simon dropped a massive bomb on us a few nights before the live shows, he told us our song choice didn't sound right, So we had to change it. When Saturday night arrived we were all nervous. We were performing Nobody Knows, A strong ballad, This was the first ballad we've sang as a group so we were all nervous especially Zayn, He wanted to prove himself, He wanted to prove his vocal range was strong enough. I knew he could do it but he didn't have that confidence himself. 

"Your going to be fine Zayn" I said a few moments before we went on. 

"How do you know that?" Zayn asked. 

"Because your voice is amazing and you have this" I replied before placing a gentle kiss to Zayn's cheek, However I ended up kissing the side of his mouth instead. I chuckled before mumbling. "Sorry, Like you said mum always says a kiss makes it better" Zayn smiled before standing up, He then gave me a gentle peck in the same place. I blushed bright red. 

"Don't be and thank you" He replied before grabbing his microphone. 

Despite our lack of preparation I got to say we smashed it! We sounded amazing and Zayn sounded fucking perfect! We did our usual group hug before huddling infront of the judges. There comments made us all leap for joy. There was a few things I was certain of now and that was, We were getting better and stronger as each week went past, We had the most amazing fans in the world, And I was definitely inlove with Zayn.