I walk outside to what seemed like a normal day
Look at the world that made me who I am
I see the world staring motionless back at me
Breathing less and less as it dies in front of my eyes
The world spinning and shrinking as my soul cages me
I stand there motionless
I collapse into the life before me
Laying on a tall hill watching the stars
Thinking on something that was once important
Living like I had never done again
The motionless stars stare back at me
Its a shame that they never ever warned me
Another day begins to shine in my face
Of life and why we wait for a new day
I see a gloomy day out in the pouring rain
Dancing blindly in the frozen moment
Lights come as a delayed warning
Tears escape as an even later reaction
Caught in the blinding end
She stood there stricken motionless
Childlike innocence more frightening than blissful
A curse to the world and mostly myself
More painful is the fear of something new
The life I would now live because of then
In such agony that physical pain could not compare
In a moment of silence I lay motionless
Stare to the open world with no hope for happiness
The sky changes before my eyes once more
Back in the moment that no longer is motionless
I stop staring and I continue moving down the sidewalk
