I put on some clothes and got the kids dressed and headed to the doctor. I didnt wanna take the kids with me but i no where else to take them. When we got there i told the kids to behave and walked back with the doctor.
Dr- Okay sit up here and pull up your shirt.
I did as he said.
Dr- So what seemed to be the propblem?
How the fuck was i supposed to tell him what happen?!!
Me- Um...I woke up this morning and was bleeding.
Dr- *Looking at the screen moving that thing around my stomach* Well im sorry miss but one two of the babies are gone....
Me- *Starts to cry* What do you mean two of them?
Dr- There was three but two are gone. Im very sorry.
Me- So i still have 1?
Dr- Yes. It looks like your about 2 or 3 weeks.
Me- When you take out the other 2 wont it hurt the one thats already in there?
Dr- I can work around it. Follow me.
He cleaned me up and we went to another room where they took out the other babys. I didnt know weather to cry about two of my babies that are now gone? Or to be happy im still pregnant with one? I walked out putting on a fake smile so i didnt scare the kids.
Me- Come on yall.
We walked out the doctors office and got in the car.
Ke- Mommy?
Me- Yeah?
Ke- Are you gonna have a baby?
Me- *Shocked* Um...Who told you that?
Bre- The lady in the office.
Me- Well um....Do yall wanna go to Tanya's?
Ke- Yeah!!
Bre- Who is that?
Ke- My auntie but she can be yours too!
Bre- *Smiles* Okay!
It was cute how they were so close. You would think he was her older brother. Hard to believe He was a year and 2 months younger. We drove to Tanya's. When we got there the kids went off to play.
T- Whats wrong girl?
I just started to cry. I couldnt help it. I just broke down. She came up and hugged me. We sat down on the couch.
T- Girl tell me whats wrong. Do you miss Craig?
Me- Yeah but thats not what it is.
T- Then what is it?
Me- *Told her about Shavon and the babies and cries more.*
T- Oh hell naw! Ray!!!
Me- No. Dont.
T- Why the fuck not!
Ray- What did i do this time?
T- Sha-
Me- Nothing. Dont worry bout it.
