Desperately In Love°[KathNiel] ✓COMPLETE

Desperation 14

G's Point of View:

Anong tinitingin-tingin ng mga pangit na 'to? Tch. Kaasar. Hindi parin ba sila nasanay na makita ang maganda kong mukha? Haha. Kapal, G. I ignored the judging looks of the students I passed through the hallways. I own this school, I don't care about them.

In the first place, alam ko naman kung bakit ganyan nalang sila kung makatingin sa'kin.

"G!"

Shemaaaay! Si Khei! Nooo. I can't talk to her right now!  Nakakahiya kaya. I don't care about everyone's opinion of me except hers. For Heaven's sake, she is my bestfriend! I knew at that moment that I have to run so I did. Mabuti nalang at nakasakay kaagad ako ng taxi bago niya pa ako maabutan.

Habang bumibiyahe, tinakpan ko ang mukha ko ng palad ko. Ugh! Nakakahiya pala talaga ang ginawa ko kanina. I don't want to talk about it kaya lalo na with Khei. For sure, abot-langit ang matatanggap kong sermon mula sa kanya.

"Whoa, baby? I think you're too early to be home," salubong ni Fyle sa'kin. Kunot pa ang noo niya. "Did you ditch your class?"

"No," mataray kong sagot sabay irap sa kanya. Nilagpasan ko na siya kaagad. I ran upstairs and as soon as I plunged down on my bed, I buried my face on my pillow and screamed to vent out the embarrassment and humiliation.

Ok lang 'yon G. I kept convincing myself. Ok lang 'yon—

"Damn it! Hindi 'yon okay!"I shouted at myself.

Ugh. Look at the positive side of the situation, G. Right. I did that crazy thing because of that irritating Kyra. It was only right. It was a payback. Nakaganti naman talaga ako so never mind what people will say! Just remind yourself of the look on her face when I kissed her boyfriend. That was priceless!

"That bitch," I murmured before geting up to change my clothes.

***

Flashback:

While I cupped his face and locked my lips with his, there was nothing I have in mind at first other than seeking revenge at Kara. However, while I felt his soft lips on mine, my heart exploded rare and disparate sensations I cannot interpret. And right there, I just suddenly realized that I don't know how to kiss. I haven't kissed anyone. But at the moment, I have just let my body and instinct take over everything.

"Woah! Did it really happened?" That's the line I heard which made me realize what I just did.

The moment realization has dawned me, tumakbo na kaagad ako.

***

Now that I think about it, hindi talaga okay ang nangyari. Oo na. Nakapaghiganti na ako at lahat. But it was not the first kiss that I dream of! Hindi dapat gano'n eh. Isa pa, paano ko haharapin si RC ngayon?

Tanga ka talaga kasi, G. Hindi ka kasi nag-iisip.

"Kasalanan 'to ng bwesit na Kyla na 'yon!" asar na sambit ko. "Humanda siya talaga sa'kin—"

"Bunny? Why are you talking to yourself?" sita ni Fyle from the doorway. I forgot I did not lock the door.

"Ugh! Get out of here, Spec!"

"Makataboy naman 'to. Tita called. We're going out for lunch."

Aaargggh! Ayokong umalis. I just want to stay at home and torture my mind! I don't want to see other people.

"Tayo na diyan."

"Ayaw."

Lumapit siya sa'kin at hindi ko nalang siya pinansin. Nanatili akong nakaupo sa kama, naiinis parin dahil hindi maalis-alis sa isip ko ang kabaliwang ginawa ko... hanggang sa buhatin nalang ako bigla ni Fyle palabas ng kwarto!