Grayson and I walked to our apartment hand in hand, after our one year anniversary dinner.
I haven't "done it" yet, but Grayson has before we got together. It would be a lie to say I wasn't a little jealous. He's been so patient, every time he tried I would almost do it but then get scared.
But tonight I'm ready. Yesterday I went out and bought black lingerie from Victoria secret, but Grayson doesn't know it's there. Yet. I bought a box of condoms, too.
He opened the door, and I walked in, taking a deep breath.
He turned to close the door, and I knew this was my chance. I dropped my purse, and pushed him against the wall by his shoulders.
He looked really surprised, since I've never done anything like this.
"Babe..." he trailed off, sounding a little bit nervous. I just smirked and started to kiss his neck. "Are you sure?" He asked, pushing me back.
I nodded, and he leaned in for a kiss. I turned around and ran to the bed room.
"You're gonna have to catch me first." I called out, hearing him laugh and then start after me.
I ran into the room, and he was so fast that when I did, I felt his hands on my shoulders stop me.
"I love you." He whispered in my ear, slowly pulling my dress zipper down. I bit my lip, and turned to face him. Letting the dress drop.
He stared at every inch of my body, and I stood there trying not to feel self conscious.
"God I'm lucky." He whispered, picking me up and throwing me down onto the bed.
He began to unknotting his shirt, and then came down to kiss me. I kissed back, pulling him closer. He hovered over me, and I began to take off his belt.
I could see his bulge growing bigger as I did so. Once his pants were off, he sat back and stared at me. I started to feel nervous.
"Does it hurt?" I asked shyly, looking down. He moved his head to meet my eyes.
"At first it might. Don't be afraid to tell me, I'll go easy. Again, are you sure you're ready?" He asked, reaching his hand over to meet mine. I lifted my head up and took a deep breath.
"Yes." I said, jumping to his lap and pushing him down onto the bed kissing his neck. I found the right spot, gaining a small moan.
"Do you have any idea how long I've wanted to do this." He said, flipping me over and holding me down in less than a second.
(Look up a smut book or something and fill in the blank cause scurt)
Grayson and I fell back on the bed, a thin layer of sweat covering both of us. Both of our breathing was heavy.
"Wow..." I whispered, feeling so much satisfaction. Grayson let out a small chuckle.
"Wow is right." He agreed as he pulled me to his chest. I let my cheek rest on his shoulder, and I could hear his heartbeat.
"I didn't hurt you... did I?" He asked sounding worried. l laughed at his cuteness, and started to kiss his bare shoulder.
"Of course not." I whispered in between short kisses. He pulled me closer to his side and closed his eyes.
"I love you." He whispered.
"I love you too." I said closing my eyes as we fell into a calm sleep.
Sorry this took so long I've been having exams and SHIT
