Jungkook's pov
I laid on bed in a deep silence while Taehyung was on his bed as well doing something on his phone.
I hate still being in love with the man who has made my heart flutter who had made my trainee year the best time I could ever have to date someone as long as me and yet still break me at the same.
I was looking at my wall in a small little haze since we had a fan meet today which I'm ready to get started with "aye Yoongi where's Cameron!" I heard Namjoon shout in the hallway.
I heard a lot of footsteps "I'm right here I'm going to work alright." I heard Cameron's smooth voice speak making me shut my eyes.
I feel bad for blowing up on him the way I did I know none of this really should have happen but I'm now upset with my eomma I haven't really talked to Cameron in a view weeks.
He's been here for so long and its awkward and I hate awkward "you know Jungkook if you keep being the stubborn person you are you might lose him for good this time." Taehyung called out softly my heart ached a bit.
"I already lost him Tae there's no reason to try anymore when he doesn't love me anymore." I whispered hiding the tremble behind my voice.
"You can't just give up the Kookie I know never gives not on anything not on dance not on singing not even on something as powerful as love." Taehyung snapped.
I slowly turned on my other side gazing him "I'm weak Taehyung and we all know that I'm not over a heart break three years ago because I hate to say it I need him." I said softly
Taehyung looked up at me "I hate it." I trembled and the waterfalls feel "awe kookie." Taehyung whispered getting up he laid down with me shhing me quietly he hugged me and I returned the hug.
"I hate being weak why does love do this." I cried in my hyung's chest "it just does. Jungkook alright its okay to cry but you've done it too many times now remember move." he whispered.
I nodded my head up and down listening to him sing to me quietly but so gentle his deep voice sending a calm feel "get some sleep I'll wake you up in a hour for the fan meet." he reassured and I stayed like that.
"Thank you hyung." I whispered hearing him chuckle "your welcome Jungkook." he mumbled.
Cameron's pov
"Alright tonight I have to tell tonight." I whispered pacing in my work area of the shop behind the registers there weren't many coming in which let me to my thoughts.
I have to try and get back together with Jungkook its killing me inside to pretend to not be still in love with him when I am I miss his touch, his kiss I miss Jungkook I thought still running both of my hands in my hair to ease nerves.
Namjoon, Yoongi and Jimin told me I need to do it or else I won't be able to because there starting there wings tour officially next month and I won't allow Jungkook to go broken the way he is.
So tonight I'm doing it I'm telling him I still love him I thought nodding he hasn't talked to me for weeks after I explained the big whole reason to the break up.
He didn't like that too much and he still is younger then mine I thought when I licked my lower lip. I leaned on the display case booth arms laying on it as I watched some customers come in to start shopping.
"Jeon Jungkook why do you still shake my heart." I whispered with a small smile at the silly way I used it.
Let's get this day fulfilled they have a fan meet today when they get back they'll be tired but Jungkook always takes a shower before he falls out to sleep.
That seems like a good plan in my head but everything could back fire as well I thought clicking my tongue a bit.
