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(67) Turn the Lights On

Chapter 67- Turn the lights on.

It felt like ages until finally we were home, or to a place which had to be home right now.

I had spent days trying to act as if nothing was wrong, I tried to be strong, but why did it feel so hard now? Kyle completely smashed any resolve I had.

I had always thought people over reacted when the people they loved had left, but little did I know how much it actually hurt. Hell, it hurt so bad.

As soon as the car had stopped on the drive I opened the door and rushed inside.

Matt called my name, I heard him but I didn't bother to stop. I just wanted to be alone. I knew he knew that too.

My thoughts were correct when I got to my room and didn't hear the sounds of his footsteps behind me. I was glad, right now I just needed time to myself. I knew Matt respected that.

As soon as I got into the room and shut the door tightly behind me, I got into bed without bothering to change the clothes I was in. Pregnancy clothes were comfortable enough anyway.

As soon as my head hit the pillow, it was as if the dam burst. Tears after tears escaped the corners of my eyes and made a path down my cheeks. I was sure I was getting my pillow wet, but right now the pain in my chest felt worse than the feeling of drowning in my own tears.