Chapter~11

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Hey guys sorry I didn't update like I said!): I have just been really depressed lately and I just have been to upset. My life just keeps getting worse and worse I swear but whatever I love you guys so much thanks for reading 7.6k!! Omg just thank you I love you guys!!(:♡♥♡

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"Is she asleep?" I asked as Zayn walked out of the room and came and sat with me

"Yeah she past out watching t.v. are you okay how are you feeling?" he asked

"Honestly, not really I'm trying to be but finding out your boyfriend has a kid and never told you and she just shows up doesn't happen everyday you know." I said

"It's not that big of a deal babe it won't change anything." he said

"Are you sure about that because I think it has changed a lot and how do you know there isnt going to be custody battles and that she isn't going to just show up again. Do you think that's not going to effect me we haven't been dating long and I'm already having trouble trusting you like honestly how do you think this is going to work out. I'm so confused and shocked you didnt tell how do I know there's not other secrets Zayn you won't tell me anything and don't say it's to protect me because it's obviously not protecting me look at me I'm a mess." I said starting to cry and he grabbed me and pulled me onto his lap.

"Babe look at me please" he said and I looked at him whipping my tear that fell.

"I am so sorry I don't know what I was thinking I honestly wasn't thinking about anything or anyone else but me and I swear I was going to tell you tonight. I was scared and it's embarrassing because I feel like I have to be strong for everyone else but I couldn't be strong I was just scared -

"Shh it's okay calm down I am here ain't I if I was going to leave I wouldn't be here but I am I love you breathe. Don't cry please don't cry you don't have to be strong and tough for me I love you for you we can get through this okay. I'm sorry to I was upset it won't change if there is problems I will stand be your side and help you I promise babe okay calm down. " I said holding his hands he was shaking so much I had to stop and comfort him before he freaked out. "I'm sorry for getting all worked up, but please promise me you will open up to me I can't just keep letting stuff go. I'm not saying you have to tell me every single thing just some things please that's all I want" I said

"Okay I will try as hard as I can I just have some major trust issues I need to deal with, but we me and you" he said taking my hands "can get through this together we can get through anything okay I love you so much babe" he said and I kissed him wrapping my arms around him holding him. Trying to comfort him the best I could.

"Okay, thank you babe I love you too" I said and he grabbed me and pulled me close and kissed me our lips in sink as our tongues brushed against each other and he wrapped his arms around my body and pulled me into him like he was trying to make us one person. Then I wrapped my arms around his neck and I pushed him down on the couch and sat on top of him and he pulled me on top of him and kissed me.

"Daddy! Daddy! help me I'm scared! Daddy!" Olivia screamed from the room and Zayn instantly tensed

"I will be right back. he said panicked and I got off of him and he ran to the room

"Daddy" she whimpered and hugged him

"What's wrong what happened?" he asked worriedly

"I had a bad dream" she whimpered "Daddy I'm scared" she mumbled

"It's okay baby daddy is here you don't need to be afraid any more" he said rubbing her back and kissing her forehead it was the cutest thing I have ever seen.

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