MY life As Scooter Braun's Daughter- Justin Bieber

Chapter 35- Sickly & Depression

1 week later

Justin's-P.O.V

" There's nothing like us,

There's nothing like you and me,
Together, oh

I gave you everything, baby,
Everything I had to give.
Girl, why would you push me away, yeah?
Lost in confusion,
Like an illusion,
You know I'm used to making your day...

But that is the past now,
We didn't last now,
I guess that this is meant to be, yeah...
Tell me, was it worth it?
We were so perfect.
But, baby, I just want you to see...

There's nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me "

I set down the guitar not wanting to play any more of the song. I just came back from my last interview for the Believe move , it most likely reviles my love life and how i was feeling. Last week a photo was going all over the media of Alexandra and Cameron kissing in a hot tub , which yes made me jelouse i started going out a lot more clubs and what not but i dont do anything bad i just hangout with the fella's. Luckily Alexandra went on a radio station 3 days after the kiss happened saying " yes im still single I had a really bad break up , i dont really think im ready to start dating ..... yes the picture is real that did happen but it didnt mean anything" she cleared up and then after that all i know of now is that she's been on tour and right now i'm finishing up my tour next month in Decemeber.

I checked the calender which today is November 5,2013 it's been 4 months since the break up , from pictures that papprazzie take it looks like she's happy and smiling and for me i would say i am also im happy and smiling but i miss her.... alot obviolsey , i know my fans do think im still upset but i cleared it all up yesterday i only get upset about it when i'am in an interview like i was today or im in deep thought , flashbacks come into my mind and sometimes when i write my songs i'll get upset , speaking of songs journals will be coming out every monday leading up to my new Movie and alot of them have to do with how i was feeling and to say that i'am ok.... i guess

I looked at Scooter who just enetered the room looking fustrated putting the magzine that was in his hand down on to the counter. you ok man " i perked up while i played a cord on the gutiar " oh hey Justin i didnt see you there , and yeah i'm fine" he played if off cool. I pushed my self off the couch and reached for the magzine ' Alexandra Having a bad week'there was a picture of a very pist off angry looking Alexandra who still pulled off the look i flipped to page 3 and started to skim the article

"Yesterday Alexandra Braun was heading into the car complaing that quote ' The Papprazie are too much up my back' and before she got into the car with sercurity around her she flashed out towards the camera men saying '"can you give me a fucking break , i cant even get into car with you people around" she fired back throwing the f-bom while sercirty were pushing her away from the papprazzie quote Alexandra said ' it has been getting worse and worse and i just need a break... i need space, but the papprazzie dont understand that" i put down the magazine

I just wish i was there with her right now .. i wonder what she's doing at this very moment i thought.

Alexandra's-P.O.V

"Alexandra just calm down stay cool , take deep breathes" Selena was trying to keep me calm and her self calm from all this anxiety were having right now. Selena and I were leaving the arena in Mexico and there were about 20 to 30 paparazzi surrounding us I couldn't really tell but there were a lot . "It's not gonna work out if were both panicking Sel" I yelled putting my head down while Lilly-Ann the security were trying to get us through. I think I looked kinda out of it right now because Lilly-Ann is yelling "Alexandra are you ok" but clearly I'm not , I don't feel good and I also feel dizzy and right now Selena is trying to keep calm.