The Kidnap

Part 23

"do you think he is still here?" You asked Jack as you opened the door of the ice cream shop looking around you like a professional spy trying to spot anything suspicious

Jack rolled his eyes and giggled "just get out"

"okay" you said and looked at him "but if I am gonna run into him I am so gonna blame you for tha-"

" *your name*?" you heard him behind you, not so many foots away

your heart stopped and you closed your eyes so tight, your breath was heavy and your head begun to spin. no no this is too much for today already

"hi Jus" Jack gave you a sorry look as he walked over to his brother and gave him a hug

you looked at Dean who looked pretty confused by now, you breathed out and turned around ,you looked at him deep in the eyes for a few seconds and then moved your eyes away.

Justin took a step towards you "I didn't know you are studying here" he smiled softly

yeah right.

"why would you" you shoot

he sighed softly "can we..talk?"

"no" you said without even thinking for a second and begun walking away

"wait!" he called after you and you heard him running towards you

you sighed and stopped, you turned around and faced him as he got close enough

"what?" you asked dryly

"I just want to talk to you" his sad eyes looked right into yours

but when you looked at him all you could see was the careless face he had as he watched you crying, breaking.

"we have nothing to talk about Justin, please leave me alone."

"*your name*..." he mumbled

"bye Justin." you turned around and walked away not looking back

neither Jack or Dean followed you, and you didn't want them to either. you needed to be alone ,to figure things out. Justin coming back into your life without warning confused you, you hated to admit but it confused you.

He wanted to talk, what had he possibly have to say? maybe you should'nt have been so stobborn and hear him out.

No. he doesn't deserve it, not after what he had done to you, no after hurting you like he did.

besides what he has to say would have probably just hurt you more or maybe it would have been something like the "can we be friends?" speech. 

so no Justin, I don't want to be friends and in fact I would really appreciat it if you could stay the heck out of my life, I'm better off without you.

Great, now you are talking to yourself.

you took a big breath and with this thought two big arms was wrapped around you from behind.

You knew exactly who it was, you smelled his colon and you recognized his touch.

"Dean.." you mumbled

"Are you okay sweetheart?" he whispered from behind and kissed your head

"Kinda.."

he let go of you and moved to sit next to you on the bench

"look, I'm sorry I'm such a mess.." you mumbled "you just came into my life in the wrong time, but yet in the best one. I will understand if you want to take a step back and-" he kissed you.