Found in the Crowd ➳ Logan Henderson

Chapter 28: Hiding

Chapter 28: Hiding

It has been a week or more since I've seen Logan. I was in a cast because of my ankle. Probably wasn't a good idea to run on it. Bree, Lily and Sammy would try to make contact with me but I have been trapped in this house and haven't left it at all since the situation. They had found me crippled on the side of the road though and had taken me to the hospital which I was grateful of. I would talk to them but I don't think I can talk! Carlos, James have tried to talk to me but I have locked myself in my room, luckily they didn't know that they could go through my sisters room and get to my room. John and mum knew that I needed some space but I think I may be driving them insane. Usually I would be singing around the house with everyone, my family is very musical, but every song I hear reminds me of him. But I was seriously feeling deprived of music at the moment. I grab my crutches get up from my bed to get my guitar. I walk pass my mirror and catch a glimpse of myself. I am a mess, period. My hair looks like some animal has burrowed in it and my eyes looked red and puffy. I get my guitar and somehow got back to my bed. I start playing the chords to 'Jar of Hearts' by Christina Perri.

"No I can't take one more step towards you.

Cause all that's waiting is regret.

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?

You lost the love I loved the most."

"I learned to live, half-alive.

And now you want me one more time."

"And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars.

Collecting your jar of hearts,

And tearing love apart."

"You're gonna catch a cold,

From the ice inside your soul.

So don't come back for me,

Who do you think you are?"

"I hear you're asking all around,

If I am anywhere to be found.

I have grown too strong,

To ever fall back in your arms."

"I've learned to live, half-alive,

Now you want me one more time."

"Who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars.

Collecting your jar of hearts,

And tearing love apart."

"You're gonna catch a cold,

From the ice inside your soul.

So don't come back for me,

Who do you think you are?"

"Dear, it took so long,

Just to feel alright.

Remember how to put back,

The light in my eyes."

"I wish I had missed,

The first time that we kissed.

'Cause you broke all your promises,

And now you're back, you don't get to get me back."