Arranged Marriage

Chapter 19

Ariana's POV

"Ariana, I am divorcing with you.", Justin raised his voice at me with those unexpected and hurtful words to me out of sudden.

I stared at him with a blank yet shock look, but a huge pain was caused in the deep of my heart out of sudden.

Those words gave me a sudden heart attack, an unexpected way to break my heart into pieces.

My smile at Justin faded instantly and turned into a frown, a frown full of disappointment, surprise and heartbreak.

He looked away from me and tightened his grip, he took a deep breathe and apologized to me "Ariana, I am really sorry. I want to divorce with you.".

I approached him closer and forced him by turning his face to me, I reassured with him by furrowing my eyebrows, I giggled "What are you talking about, Justin? It's just a nightmare.".

His eyes turned darker and stuttered with a shaky voice "I... I've been thinking a lot lately. Things about both of us. And I... I realize that maybe... This marriage is completely a huge mistake.".

His darkened eyes and his atmosphere made me feel afraid at him again, this is the Justin who brought me fear. I questioned him worriedly "Justin, what's happening to you? You can tell me if you really want to. We can discuss together.".

He elevated his head to me and said coldly "Ariana, I want to divorce with you. We are not meant to be together.".

I tried to stay strong on myself and reassured with him "No, Justin, I think both of us are getting pretty well to each other.".

I emphasized "Justin, with you, you really brought me a lot of happiness. I am really happy for being staying by your side. You gave me the happiest moment in my life. You change my life, Justin.".

He cut me off by raising his voice at me "But you are changing my life as well. You are changing my life into a huge mess, a life that I don't even want to live into.".

"I turned his life into a huge mess? I thought he's happy about his life currently.", I questioned myself and started doubting myself after those hurtful words from Justin.

My eyes were getting watery but I tried to hold myself from breaking down in front of him and disallowed myself for letting my tears drop from my eyes.

I reassured with him with a stern look "Then, what kind of life do you want, Justin?".

He glared at me and replied coldly "A life without you.".

He continued without letting me interrupt him "This marriage is a big mistake. I wish that I didn't even meet you and sign this stupid contract for marrying with you. I wish that I would rather still laying against the wall and sitting in the prison alone than meeting you.".

I widened my eyes in shock after those hurtful words came across me, I remained silent because inside of me was already dying and struggling from breaking down.

He looked away from me instantly and hid his face away from me after noticing those words slipped from his mouth.

"Is he crying?", I questioned myself after Justin's sudden weird behavior.