Poems Written At A Moments Notice

The Blade

So many lies surround us

Broken, beaten, abused all around us

Such insanity, torn at the seams

Horrid, bloody nightmares...far from happy dreams

So much anger, so much pain

All it does is drive you insane

Feeling miserable, useless

Nothing, but clueless

Seen as stupid, constantly called "dumb"

Leaving you nothing, but numb

Wanting an escape, so it's taken out on your wrists

For a moment is appears nothing exists

No screams, no shouts, for a moment all is blank

As further and further you sank

Blood draining

Yet, no refraining

Letting it pour

Nothing new, you've been through this before

Lost in the blade, scar by scar

Have you taken it too far?

So used to it all...a strange relief

As you make your cut deep, brief

A drunken haze

A horrid craze

You know it's wrong

as you continue forever long

For why does it matter, no one cares?

All you get is judgement and stares

Alone in the world is all you feel

Wish none of this hell for a life was real

So many attempts to end your life

Your blade your knife

So many tears that fall from your face

You don't feel you belong anywhere or any place

Wanting to give up..end it all

For further and further you fall

Deeper and deeper into a dark hole

Where all your happiness was stole

Every blow, ever bruise, every mark normal now

Not even caring how

Yet, suddenly you look up to see something incredibly bright

A light in your dreadful night

An answer to all coming through a crack in the door

It's what you have been waiting for

Don't pass it by or let it go

For things can be greater than you have ever been able to know

So grasp the handle, hold on tight

You will gain a new insight

A reason to live, a reason to know

A reason to believe, a reason to finally glow

Don't give up, don't give this chance away

Reach out and take it and forever it will stay

Finally that hope

A reason to live, a reason to cope

Drop the blade..you don't need it

For nothing good was every really achieved by it.

Pain is no reason to end your life

For when you allow it to consume you..you are letting it win and bring you nothing but grief

Let go of pain, the blade, the fear

Your happiness you've forever longed for is now here

Always Near

No longer will you shed a tear

For those who want or have wanted to give up, give into the horrid pain, wanting to end it all because you don't see the point in living anymore..There is a reason to live no matter what you've been through. You are special..you are sweet...you are wonderful..now is the time for you to feel complete. Don't ever allow stupid people to tell you those lies. They are just self conscious of themselves, so they do what they can to hurt others to make them feel better about themselves. Don't let them win...They are not worth pain, grief, sadness, depression..They are the ones that are a waste..NOT YOU..YOU are strong..YOU can pull through...I have faith in YOU!