Poems Written At A Moments Notice

Never Enough

**For anyone who has ever felt they are not good enough***

Do you ever feel like nothing you ever do is good enough?

Just leaving you feeling sad, depressed, pissed...rough.

Trying so hard, yet to no avail.

The only thing you seem to succeed in is "fail."

So much effort, so much time

All your energy slowly starts to decline.

You want to cry, you want to scream.

While in the meantime it lowers your self-esteem.

Leaving you to wonder do they even care?

All of this is far from fair.

Try and try again you go,

but what's the point...who's to even know?

Day in and day out, it gets harder and harder to stand up.

You feel as though you are drowning in a pool..an emotionless cup.

So frigging sick of it all

At times wanting to just shut out the world and give no one a call.

Crying so much it hurts, but then its just leaves you numb.

Feeling so incredibly stupid and dumb

Asking the questions.."what is wrong with me?"

Is a mess and a failure all others see?

Why even bother letting people in?

..because it eventually just leaves you burning within.

A raging war, a raging battle deep down in your heart.

Until you just feel torn apart.

Raw to your core

to the point where you can no longer take it anymore.

"Never enough" is all you ever feel.

Will this horrid pain ever heal?