I just wanted the lonely inside me to leave. No matter how fucked you get, there's always hell when you come back down. -Hospital for Souls by Bring Me the Horizon
Once I heard the knocks on the door I stood up really fast and opened the door to reveal a worried Niall.
"Niall." I whispered breaking out in tears once again
"Shh Harry it's okay. I'm here it's okay." Niall said embracing me in a hug
I felt safe and warm in his arms, like there's nothing else that could make me feel this safe.
"Come on let's get you into your room." Niall said pulling me up on my feet
When we reached my room he helped me out of my black jeans and changed me into some sweatpants, he tucked me in and I grabbed his hand quick before he left.
"Don't leave me. Please stay." I said making room for him on the bed
"Are you sure?" Niall asked
"You make me feel safe." I said sniffing
He smiled and took off his shoes and climbed into bed laying next to me.
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When I woke up, I had a massive headache. I groaned and tried to move but something, or someone, was holding me down. I tried to focus my eyesight on the person next to me and once I was fine I saw Niall laying there staring at me.
"You stayed." I said smiling
"Wouldn't leave you with a massive headache huh, here take these." he said handing me two Advil tablets and a glass water
I took the two pills and drank some water before putting the glass down on the nightstand.
"Niall, I'm so sorry about -" I started but Niall cut me off
"No Harry, it's fine. If you don't want to see me anymore that's fine, I'll be fine. I just don't want you to feel like you have to hang out with me." Niall said sighing
"No Niall, let me talk please. All my life I've lost many people from my stupid actions and choice of words. I never think before I speak, I never think as a matter of fact. Ever since then I've blocked out people that tried to get close to me and I just cut them off. I'm scared to hurt more people, I'm scared that one day you'll just run and never come back. You're an exception Niall, you make me feel special and dare I say... happy." I said surprising myself when I realized that Niall makes me happy
"And I hope one day I get to tell you everything from the start but right now I just want to know that you won't hurt me and I want you to know that I won't hurt you." I said smiling and grabbing both of his hands in mine
"I promise you that I will never hurt you in any way. I want you to be okay and safe and happy. And I'm glad to know that I make you happy because you're my happiness also. Don't do anything that will hurt you, I don't know what I'd do if my happiness went away." Niall said kissing my cheek
I smiled at him but I very well knew that the drugs inside the cabinet are haunting me.
a/n: do you think Niall and Harry are gonna start dating soon?
do you think Zayn is going to find out that Harry told Niall about him being a drug dealer?
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Ecstasy Pill ||Narry||
FanfictionI just wanted to be happy and so I was on drugs. I always thought no one could be able to keep me happy. Then you came along and you proved me wrong. Warning: •Use of drugs •Swearing •a bit depressing •gay fanfic of course •enjoy :)
