Real Life

13.

I danced in a small group of girls including Kat , em , sarah and shelby the guys went on dancing with random girls and the taken guys stayed and drank Matthew was sitting next to harry and dom sipping a water while I was downing shots left and right

" I'm going to get more shots " I said pulling my dress up they all nodded and I made my way to the front " a round of shots please " I asked the bartender nodded and got them he placed the tray down and I grabbed my wallet " on the house " he winked " thank you " I said making my way with our drinks I placed them down in front of our booth and we all grabbed one except for Matthew " let's dance some more " Kat yelled we all made are way to the dance floor and a slower up beat came on and I started to sway my hips I felt a body come behind me "do you come here often " a deep voice asked me I turned around to see a guy in his thirties " no " I said backing away bumping into someone " sorry " I said the guy stepped closer to me " wanna dance " he asked Matthew looked angrily at the guy and I smiled

" way not " I said turning around and he stuck his body to my back and we danced for awhile until to maybe three or more songs

" want a drink " he asked " yeah sure " I said he left and soon came back with two drinks " which is mine " I asked " there the same things " he said but mine to seemed to be lighter I downed the drink in a second it was strong

After a couple minutes the room started getting blurry i started to walk away " I don't think so " he said grabbing me and pulling me into a booth and closing the curtain he started tugging at my dress cursing how to get it off

" stop " I said looking around then I came to realization what was going on he was going to rape me " STOP " I yelled trying to get away he was kissing my neck I cried out for someone

" the music and yelling is to loud no one will here you " he said finding the zipper and unzipping me reached down spreading his his legs I moved enough so I could knee him in the balls he groaned on in pain and fell under the table I stood up anf he yanked my foot hard i fell on my knee but i scrambled back up hurrying and opened the curtain my dress was half way zipped and my hair was a mess and I was crying and j think my knee was bleeding I made my way over to our booth

Matthew was the only one sitting there " Matthew "  I cried out he looked up from his phone and put his water down " karma " he said jumping up he pulled me and turned me around and zipped my dress up and handed me his hoodie he was wearing " what happened " he asked handing me a bottle of water I downed it in less than a minute " there was this guy and we were dancing  and he pulled me inside of a booth and pulled my dress down and was touching me " I said my voice cracking Matthew pulled me close to him and stood there holding me as I cried

" I want to go home " I said his chest vibrated and I didn't know if he was saying yes or no but when he picked me up I knew we were going he carried me to the outside and inside the cab all the way up to my apartment

He sat me on the bathroom sink and proceed to clean my knee and wiped my face off he left the room when I changed I threw my hair up and walked out of the bathroom I seen him sitting on the balcony I walked out there he looked upset " hey are you okay " I asked sitting next to him " are you okay " he asked me " I don't know " I said looking down the thought of it made tears blur my vision " what did I do wrong Matthew ,  do you not like me anymore " I asked he stood up running his hands through his hair " not like you , karma I LOVE YOU AND IT SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME , I WOULD KILL SOMEONE OVER YOU " he yelled I flinched at him he had his back turned towards me " don't you get it , i want to be with you because the thought of another mans hands on you makes me insane but then you make me insane , you are all I can think about day and night I'm a afraid of the feelings I have for you because I have never had these feelings for anyone ever " he said his back still towards me i stood up and I turned around " and if that man , if I found him I would kill him " he said he was looking down at me and I looked down

I grabbed the hem of my shirt and played with it " look at me " he asked I looked into his eyes and seemed like everything fell into place " don't leave me " i we said grabbing my face and putting my lips to his

Our lips moved on perfect sync and we beard someone yelling we stopped and looked at everyone in a drunken state and Kat was officially crying