Real Life

12.

" he what " shelby said

everyone know knew about it " I'll talk to him " Isaiah said walking out a Dom and Alberto walked after him

Em and Kat calmed me down and I told them the story they were almost in tears by the end harry felt so bad " I'm so sorry , this is all my fault " he said " no harry its mine I shouldn't have even invited them over " I said
" hey we should sleep on it " em said " it was a ruff night " em added I nodded and curled up on em and Kat and soon drifted asleep

when I woke up it two in the afternoon " good morning sleeping beauty " Alberto said I glared at him and walked to get something to eat Matthew was no where in sight I sighed and poured me some juice and a banana " we should go shopping " em called from the bathroom " yeah let me get ready " I said walking to my room I threw on some clothes a tee and some ripped jeans and my converses I threw my hair in a pig tail French braid and put some makeup on " hot mama " Kat said me , her and em posed in front of my camera and I took a picture and captioned it " best friends forever " and posted it on Snapchat we left leaving the boys to clean up the apartment

After an hour of shopping and em talking me in to buying a hooker dress and heels we left I got some new jeans and crop tops and shoes for the wedding I had already had my dresses picked out for the ceremony and after party we walked in and i hung up my clothes and sat down

Matthew walked in and I looked up and he looked down " I need to get some stuff " he said walking in my room I walked in after him and shut the door he was crouched down with his face in his hands and I could here him sniffing I sat down in front of him " Matthew " I said he sniffed and looked at me " sorry I was coming to get my stuff " he said wiping his eyes and standing up I stood up and he looked down at me " damnit " he cursed turning away " I'll go to the wedding with you still but after that we go our separate ways " he said " I'll leave my stuff here until we get back " he said I couldn't say anything I'm pretty sure if I did speak I would started crying all I did was nod " great " he said walking to the door " um I'll start sleeping on the mattress to " he said I shut the door after he walked out and laid on the box spring

My eyes were heavy and so was my chest I was uncomfortable but it was whatever I was to tired to care I started falling asleep but dom walked in he laughed seeing me half asleep on the box spring " you know I have noticed ever since I met Matthew all I do is cry or sleep and it's really depressing " I said dom laid by me " yeah " he said " I don't know why I'm crying I'm sick of crying " I said my nose started to burn and tears clouded my vision " karma " dom said softly " what am I doing wrong " I asked I said sitting up and he did to tears fell fast down my face

" I feel like I'm living a terrible story book life , my life isn't supposed to go like this I wasn't I can't feel like this " I said rubbing my eyes " Its unhealthy , I can't let my feelings dictator my life , i just got dumped by a guy who isn't even my boyfriend " I said laughing dom chuckled " we should go out for drinks " I said " um I don't know if thats a good idea " dom said " oh come let's go ask them " I said walking out they were all sitting on there phones Matthew sat there awkwardly " Okay , we should go to the club " I said everyone just looked around nodded " great , we'll leave around maybe 6 and crash back here " I said smiling " you know it's five already " Alberto said " well then we should get ready " I said the girls squealed and walked in my room after them

I decided to wear the dress I got today ( above ) and some black heels shelby had let me borrow i decided to let my hair flow out from the braids and touch up my makeup and brush my teeth I did a full body check and the girls did catcalls and whistles and I just giggled I walked out and all the guys looked great Isaiah glared at me and put his jacket over me " I disapprove " he said trying to cover me up " I sure dont " Alberto said practically drooling Matthew took a large exhale " we should go " I said

We all walked to the club down the road and we paid the bouncer " it's kinda like shadowhunters when clary go's to the club and meets everyone " I said laughing the boys went and found us a table and the girls went to go get drinks after we had two drinks I was ready to dance