Chapter 10: I'm Falling to Pieces

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Chapter 10: I'm Falling To Pieces

I threw my clothes into three suitecases and sat them at the door. I was in some sweats and a purple cami as I fell onto my bed. I had just finished packing for the trip and may I say half my closet was gone. We still had a couple days until we left for our plane, but I hated packing on the last minute so I got everything ready. Sun dresses, skirts, bathing suites, jeans, shirts, bathroom stuff, everything.

I walked out of my room and into Carson's, where he laid on his back, his eyes closed, his arms behind his head. I sat down slowly and laid beside him, he didn't react or ask anything, I suspected his was sleep, but he wasn't, he breathed different when he was sleeping.

"Car?"

"Hm?"

"I went to Keith's appointment yesterday, and it was so bad."

"How?"

"What do you mean how?"

"I haven't gone to one of his appointments since we were kids. I don't remember." He answered.

"They sprayed water into his eye and scrapped off a layer of skin or whatever and then swaped his eye."

"Ew."

"Yeah...I almost cried, I haven't seen him in so much pain before. "

"Me either...you see...Keith is really sensitive just he doesn't show it, he likes to put others before him and just forget about himself for a while to let the oother person feel payed attention to."

"...why are you telling me this."

"It's just something you should know about my brother." Carson answered as he turned to his side, his back facing me.

"I'm gonna go check on him."

"Kay, oh yeah, Matt, Amilia and Harper wanted to go to this new café thing with the three of us soo yeah."

"Thanks." I muttered hugging him before I got up and left the room. I walked slowly to Keith's room, the house was quite, many of the kids were sleep, and so were the parents. It was raining horribly outside and every time it rained we always wanted to stay inside. As I opened the door slightly I peered in and starred. Keith was in some boxers, no shirt (showing off his amazing six pack. Yeah buddy!) and socks. He had the blanket only on his shoulder, his back facing the door. He was probably sleep, soo I decided to walk in away.

I slowly got on his bed as he stirred a little. I laid my head on his pillow and watched him curl up into a ball and move his head against his dark blue pillow. I saw his phone on the bed light up, I guess he had put it on silent. I moved slightly to read the name, it was an unknown number. Though I really did want to answer the phone and see who it was, I didn't want to a snoop. So I let it ring.

Keith slighty turned over and opened one eye. I smiled at him softly, he closed his eyes again and pulled me towards him. Snuggling into his stomach his head rested on top of mine has he breathed in. I turned my head slightly and looked at his eye. It was slightly swollen but I knew it'd be better maybe by tomorrow.

"Hey." His voice was hoarse and still full of sleep.

"Are you still tired?"

"Hmm." He nodded slightly and raised his hand to rub his eyes. "Ow." He spoke softly.

"Go take a shower and wake up." I told rubbing my head against his chest, inhaling his scent.

"I'd rather lay down." He mumbled.

"The guys want to go to some Café thing."

"Its raining outside, who the hell wants to go somewhere when its raining?" He spoke with an annoyed tone, no dip he'd be annoyed. Keith really isn't a morning person, nor a nap or sleep person. Right when he wakes up he can be the biggest bitch sometimes.

"We'll be inside."

"And it's cold outside to. Fuck that, I'm not going anywhere." Keith groaned twist a little so that he was slightly laying on his back.

"Go take a shower and wake up because I cant deal with you right now." I rolled my eyes getting annoyed by how he was responding. I sat up and slung my legs over the side of the bed and stood.

"Don't go. I don't want to take a shower though." Keith groaned flipping onto his stomach and shoving his face into a pillow.

"Oh well." I shrugged as I walked towards the door and shut it behind me. As I passed down the hall I heard a groan, I quietly peeped down the stairs and saw Linc on the laptop typing something, I slightly shrugged, and walked downstairs and out the door as I sat on the porch and watched the rain fall.

I suddenly miss my mom, my dad and my grandma. It hurt so bad to know that they were gone and that I'd never be able to see them again.

**Raine's feeling pretty lonley! so will the trip boost up her hopes and feelings?!??! Only the next chapter can tell!:D lol please comment what you think guyss!:D

A/N: R.I.P michael! We miss and love you loads:)<3

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