How to Say 사랑해 Out Loud

Chapter 12 (1/3)

A very short chapter to prepare for the flashblack.

v(^_^)v . . . v(^_^)v

There's no point in him hanging around, because what am I supposed to say to that anyway?

His words from just moments eariler ring in my head.

"I'm sure everyone's moved on."

This is the truth and about more than a stupid conversion around the bonfire.

Sehun has no business hinting at our past now that he's with Jiyoung. He can't just say these things to me . . . and then walk back to her.

Renewed tears, fueled by frustration and regret, fill my eyes.

The last time Sehun and I wandered away from a group at a bonfire . . . he'd kissed me.

One more secret I never telling , another reality I keep locked away and closely guarded.

I crane my neck, able to make out frenzied sparks of the fire leaping high into the sky between the trees. Then I recalled the memory of last summer's staff party, which is something I don't allow myself to do very often. If I did, there's no way I could go on being "just friends" with Oh Sehun.

Flashback cues in . . . 

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