Messages To Joe | J.S

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Sunday September 13th 2018:
{Afternoon}

9:06 - Amber:
I'm sorry I had to leave so soon, my mum literally freaked the duck out like oh my god wow

But I'm 19, so she couldn't really punish me but she told me to at least let her know where I was going//how late I was going to be. Of course, I lied and said I was with Kim

9:07 - Joe:
You haven't told them about me?

(Also my dad goes quackers sometimes too)

9:10 - Amber:
No, not that we've been talking or anything because they'd think I was weird, probably, I mean they think that anyway but in like a week or so I'll tell them I've met a friend in London

(And I hate auto correct so much, and your corny jokes, although I actually find them cute but whatever)

9:11 - Joe:
You know, yesterday doesn't feel like it happened

9:16 - Amber:
How do you mean?

9:17 - Joe:
Like, I don't know, it went by so quick, you were hardly ever at mine and the hug feels like a week ago

9:20 - Amber:
Feels the same for me :(

9:21 - Joe:
But we'll have plenty more of those hugs, hopefully :)

Since we don't live that far away anymore

9:22 - Amber:
Yeah :) x

It won't need to feel like a memory

9:23 - Joe:
;) xxxx

9:25 - Amber:
Anyway, Caspar, he's so much taller in real life !

Well, not in real life but like, not on the screen or anything

9:26 - Joe:
Well, he's 6'1, it's pretty tall XD

9:29 - Amber:
Yeah, for you XD

Have you even grown in 3 years?

9:30 - Joe:
Stfu.

And no, I haven't but I'm old so you know.

9:34 - Amber:
Well, you only just turned 22 so XD

Ugh I so don't want to be in my 20's :(

9:36 - Joe:
You know, I never knew when your birthday was ??

9:39 - Amber:
August 3rd

I was always the younger in my year :(

9:41 - Joe:
I was always the oldest in mine ;)

Can you imagine, we'll actually be able to have these meaningless conversations in person - face to face -pretty much from now on ! I can't

9:43 - Amber:
Me neither, it's so surreal

And I like it how we are both each others little secret, I guess yours is a bit bigger but still

9:45 - Joe:
Yah, like the thing with being on YouTube is that (especially though vlogs) your viewers know more or less everything not too private about you like your friends, what you do in the evening, what time you wake up and even what you eat but the fact that this is something I can keep from them

Even if we were dating, I don't think I'd tell them, just because it would get messy, not until I knew if it was serious or not

9:46 - Amber:
You think about what it would be like if we were dating?

9:51 - Joe:
Well, yeah. I mean, the main reason why I stopped talking to you was because I didn't want to like you, because obviously then I saw no hope in us ever meeting and you had Sam anyway and I've always thought about that kind of thing.

9:53 - Amber:
...wait to make it awkward Joe.... XD

But, as much as I really don't want this day to end, it has to and I have to sleep because I've got work tomorrow. I actually work at the Starbucks on Oxford Street which is pretty dead :/

9:56 - Joe:
Aww....I'm sure you'll have a good day !

Goodnight, sleep well xx

9:58 - Amber:
Goodnight Joseph x