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thirty nine

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Thirty -nine

pagkatapos ko magbihis dumirecho agad ako sa may garden, baka kasi dun siya naghintay. I wore a summer dress na tube top para ma expose yung lace ng swimwear ko and underneath the dress is my two- piece black swimsuit. Magsswimming daw kasi kami eh, maganda na yung prepared.

Pag labas ko ng kwarto dumiretso kaagad ako sa may living room, baka kasi dun naghihintay si alexis. Pero ppagdating ko dun patay ang ilaw.

"hala brownout ata. Alexis??" nagikot ikot yung mata ko hanggang sa makahagip siya ng ilaw galing sa may door papuntang garden. Puro siya candles na naglelead palabas ng bahay and may mga petals pa sa daanan.

I gasped, ano kayang meron.

Dun sa may swing may nkalagay na isang long stemmed rose na may kasamang note. 

This is just the beginning.

i want to start everything again.

And i want to share it with you.

Will you let me?

Omaygash. Naghhyperventilate ako. I cant believe this, nangyayari ba talaga toh?

I continued walking through the path the candles led me. parang papunta siya sa labas na talaga ng lot ng bahay, pero bago pa makalabas ng wooden gate, may nakalagay na naman na rose at note.

I know im not the perfect guy.

I may have neglected you before,

but im willing to change,

no.

Im not going to change, but

i know being with you,

i will learn to grow and mature

just like a plant with the tender care and love from its owner.

I wont promise that i will not hurt you,

coz i know in every pain,

we both grow and learn from the mistakes we made.

I wont promise that i can stay with you all the times,

but i will prove to you that i love you, every single day.

Lets just cherish the moments we have.

Can we start right now?

Nagsimula ng pumatak yung luha ko, i cant believe na magagawa ni alexis toh. Ang cheesy niya pero natutunaw ako.

bumalik ako sa paglalakad and there i saw him. Wearing blue summer polo with the buttons open showing off his white shirt. Naka pants siya na cream, talagang summer ang tema niya.

Lumapit siya sakin then he smiled. He wiped the tears that were escaping from my eyes. I smiled in response, then he handed me another rose with a note. Tinitigan ko siya sa mata, then he just nodded in encouragement.

I never thought that i could feel this in a short amount of time,

i know that youre also confused, but so am i.

All i know is that i cant bear losing you,

The fact that this relationship we have is just an agreement we are forced to do so.