LIFE WITH HIM <3

FIFTY :)

tahimik lang ako habang nagsasalita siya, tatango tango lang kapag sinabi niyang inumin ko yung ganung gamot, magpahinga sa tamang oras. Bakit naman kasi sa dami ng doktor sa metro manila siya pa papalit sa doktora ko? Tska hindi ba dapat babae din ipalit sakin? teka...May dapat pa pala akong malaman. Something much more worse than all my worries.

"does... Does he know?"

"no."

"you didnt call him?"

"no. Your brother told me that he has no information about your pregnancy."

nakahinga ako ng maluwag. Im still not ready to tell him about my condition. Pero malapit na, konting hintay nalang.

"why.. Why are you hiding this from him?"

"coz its not worth it." napatingin ako sa kanya. "he doesnt love me."

"then why..."

"coz that time he was too confused of his feelings.akala niya hindi na niya mahal si sheena, so he thought, he felt something real for me. "

"but he..."

"dont worry, im going to tell him. Pero ayoko masira ang relationship nila ni sheena ulit, i will tell him when the time comes. Maybe after namin maghiwalay."

"what?? But dont you think you've got the advantage here? May anak kayo, do you want your child to grow up without a father?"

"hindi naman yun eh."

"you know what? Your being selfish yet selfless at the same time!"

"what?" teka, ang gulo ata ng sinabi niya.

"ipinamimigay mo ang asawa mo pero hindi mo iniisip ang kapakanan ng anak mo."

"im hurt erik, im terribly hurt." sobra.. Hindi mo lang alam.. Sobrang sakit ng ginagawa sakin ng kapatid mo. Parang araw araw akong pinapatay pag nakikita ko silang magkasama ng girlfriend niya.

natahimik naman siya. I know im being selfish, pero sometimes being selfish is the only way to avoid the pain.

"if this is too much for you, hahanap nalang ako ng ibang ob gyne."

"no." tumayo siya. "i told him na pag sinaktan ka niya i'll do anything to get you from him. Maybe this is my chance. Magpahinga ka na, you can be discharged tomorrow morning. And dont worry, hindi ko sasabihin kahit kanino ang tungkol sa pregnancy mo." with that he left.

Naalala ko ang paguusap nila dati, and ang mga words na sinabi niya kay alexis. Sobrang tama talaga ang sinasabi niya. I cant believe we ended up with what he said.

"nice to see you again Annika, its been so long"

napatitig si Alexis sakin, nagkatitigan kami. Hindi ko maipaliwanag yung expression ng mukha ko.

Kilala ko ba si erik?hinde. Nagkita na ba kami before? Hinde,kasi kung nagkita na kami edi dapat maalala ko yung ichura nya Diba.

tumingin ulit si erik kay Alexis. Bumalik na naman yung ichurang galit.

"maybe magkaiba tayo ng taong iniisip brother, but you should know na hindi totoo yung Nakita mo samin ni sheena dati. Walang namamagitan samin. Hindi ko Siya mahal, or gusto. Pero ngayon, try to hurt Annika, and i'll do anything to get her from you."

then he turned around para mag walkout pero biglang nagsalita si Alexis.

"no need for that. Mahal ako ni Annika, mahal na mahal ko din Siya. So I don't think na mapupunta sya sayo" mejo nag evil laugh sya ng konti.