Leaving me alone was not the brightest idea
I have many plans for myself
I grab what I can because when in doubt...
You come home screaming at me
while behind me the flames engulf the walls
I won't listen to your screams
I just say I know
Why scream at me when you can be civilized and talk
I know about the divorce
I know about the affair
I know, I know, I know
I leave without another word
I walk through the alley
I hear the echos of my own screams
Wwwhhhhyyyy....
I run from my life that chases me
I need to know
Why
I understand the my articulation of the problem is not good
But I just need someone who will protect me and that I can trust they would
Everyone stand me in the back everyone
My life is worthless
no one loves me
I've had such bad dreams
pffff.... I barley have sleep
I need to watch out for anything
Then you come into my life
Your smile so bright
Your laughter so cute
Your eyes big with curiosity
I thought I found someone who loved me
I thought I found the one
I ask you "you know your awesome?"
You say"I know"
I ask you know " you're pretty?"
You answer "really well now I know."
I know, I know, I know
I smile big ready for what might happen
But then you break away
I slowly fall
You break me
You shatter me
You were my everything
You don't know, you can't possibly know
You say one more thing "I have to leave you."
I have to leave you Repeats in my mind
I reply "I know, well good-bye"
My reality shatters turning into a nightmare
I can only dream of getting better but It won't happen
Stop
I know your gone
You just leave me behind
No where to go
I'm lost in the sands of time
Slowly leaving this world
My life is worthless I say to my self
I reply
I ALREADY FUCKING KNOW
My thoughts instantly become my greatest foe
I don't think I can do this anymore
My minded keeps going
No one loves you
I KNOW
you're worthless
I KNOW
You are the most disgusting human of all time
I KNOW
You're nothing with out her
I KNOW
but why
I need her in my life
She make me happy
She is more to me than just a girl
I don't know why I had fallen so fast
she is one you always see walk into the room
She fills you up with joy
Why can't I get her out of my head
Day by day she's stuck in there
I ask why are you in there
I answer my own question
You know why
YOU ARE READING
life as we know
PoetryThese are the words that have been strung in my head The words that have been banished to nowhere except my thoughts These are meaning of nothing and everything The power that was given to me These are the wounds that poisoned my brain and tried to...
