Just let go

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Yay it's my first day of school
All new friends all new classes
Then you come and for some reason you hate me
I feel you just want to drown me in a pool
I won't let you get in the way I need to pass
You come up to me and almost shatter my knees

Bully I don't need you in my life
We have are ways wrong sometime right
I walk the halls paranoid waiting to be seen
I watch the corners and wait for you to come
My life is over no where to go

I head to my councilor and he say just let it go
I try but no matter what you keeping coming back
I plead and beg on my knees leave me alone

I go and tell my parents they say let it go
I curse their name in anger
Please bully what have I done
Everyday It worse

My last resort
I take the blade and glide it across my skin
I feel the pain
It Hurts like hell
But as long as I do this I can't feel your pain

You see I don't flinch
You see I don't cringe
So you try harder
No giving up
Why

I go home that day and I write this poem for a Letter
I step on the chair and I repeat to myself
JUST LET IT GO... JUST LET IT GO... JUST LET IT GO...
I count down 3...2...1...
And whisper just let it go one last time
I let myself fall off the chair and my neck snaps back

My life is over
Never to be see
I left my life like a horse
In a fast but elegantly way
I leave my dirty,cut,abused corpse behind
I think to my self
I guess I did follow theirs advice
I let it go

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