Our Lips Entwined As Stroked His Warm Fingers Up My Spine , His Green Eyes Never Leaving Mine , My Hazel Eyes Never Leaving His .
" Are You Sure Your Ready To Do This ? " He Asked Me , Breaking Our Passionate Kiss Apart .
I Layed It That Very Same Bed And Asked Myself The Same Question , " Was I Ready ? "
I Shook The Last Of My Doubts Out My Head And Nodded Slowly Showing My Long Black Eyelashes . He Gave Me A Quick Kiss Before He Jumped Off The Bed And Started Searching In His Drawers .
He Came Back Over To The Bed And Flipped Me Over , He Took Off His Boxers And Slipped On A Condom .
He Pushed My Lacy Girl Boxers To The Side And Entered Me Slowly . After About 5 Minutes He Started To Go Harder And Faster . He Started Growling And Being Rough , I Screamed In Pain Not In Excitement , I Scratched Him In Fear Not Pleasure .
" Owwwww Your Hurting Meeeee " I Managed To Squeeze Out
" Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Just Enjoy Me While You Have Me " He Replied Sweat Dripping Off His Forehead
" Uhhhhh Owwww , What Do You Mean While I Have You ? "
" -_-"
He Didnt Reply .
* 30 Minutes Later *
He Rolled Off Me Panting , He Turned To Face The Wall .
" Are You Alright ? " I Heard 5 Minutes Later .
" -_- "
I Said Nothing , I Couldnt Help But Regret Losin My ' V ' To Him , Yes He Was The One I Love And The One I Would Do Anything For .... But Somewhere I Felt Like After That I Had Lost Him For Good .
" Jeramiah ... " I Whispered Into The Darkness
" Yeah ? " He Replied Turning To Face Me
" Will You - You - Ever Leave Me ? "
" No Baby , I Know What People Say About Us And Everything But Im Going To Stay With You , And We Are Going To Get Married And Have Kids , Live In A Big House With A Butler . " He Said Quietly , Almost Like A Whisper
" But What If - "
" NO , Ima Spend The Rest Of My Life With You Whatever Happens ..... "
He Kissed Me Slowly , And Wrapped His Arms Round Me .
I Closed My Eyes For Just A Split Second , And I Pictured Us Just The Way He Said We Would Be .... And I Opened Them , And I Was Back ... Laying In The Arms Of My Boyfriend Regretting I Gave Him The Most Sacred Thing I Have .... My Virginity .
* The Next Day *
" Morning Baby " I Was Greeted To First Thing In The Morning
" Mhmmmmmmmmmmmm Morning " I Smiled
I Jumped Out His Bed And Went Into The Bathroom To Brush My Teeth .
After I Finished , I Walked Back Into His Room And Gave Him A Kiss .
" Do You Want Breakfast Baby ? " He Grinned Afterwards
" Cheese On Toast Pleaseeeeeeee " I Asked Sweetly
" KMT , You Have To Be Long "
" You Asked Me If I Wanted Breakfast Though " I Said Laughing
" Man Meant Cornflakes Or Some Shit " He Mumbled Getting Up
" I Love You Baby " I Shouted After Him Still Laughing
* 15 Minutes Later *
" What The Hell Was You Doing ? Making The Cheese ? " I Questioned
" Do You Want This Or Not ? " He Asked Kissing His Teeth
" Fine " I Sighed , Secretly Happy
" Ungrateful Shit Bag " He Mumbled
After I Finished Eating I Went In The Shower Quickly , When I Came Out Jeramiah Was Gone , I Assumed He Was In The Kitchen So I Left The Room And Was About To Walk Down The Stairs , When I Saw Him Sitting On The Bottom Step On The Phone .
I Was About To Walk Back Into His Room When I Heard Those 9 Words That Would Change My Life Forever .......
" I Love You Wifey And Il See You Soon "
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