Love & Affection

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August POV (10.23.15)

Right now.. My marriage is on the rocks. Ain't the first time. But this time, I honest to god, think by time we off this tour... We not gone be married anymore. Yes, it is that bad. We was straight.. Then I told her the same night she went to fuck Drake, I got head from a broad. And every since, we ignore the fuck outta each other. Which I'm fine with cause shit it don't bother me none. I stopped trying, I'm not gone keep fighting for somebody, who ain't acting like they wanna be in a relationship. We don't talk to each other on or off the bus. We get separate hotel rooms. Right now, we at Popeyes. Ion know where she went but ion give a fuck. After I finished eating, I told Big T text her to see where she was. He said she was on the bus so we left. When I got on the bus, I went straight to the back to see my babies, but of course they was sleep, so I was ready walk out but Bria called me.

Bria: "..Can we talk?" She asked lowly.

Me: "What we talkin' fa?" She frowned.

Bria: "To fix our marriage.."

Me: "Fix? Who the hell broke it?"

Bria: "I'm not happy & neither are you.. We were happy before a couple things happened which was partially my fault. And I sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, apologize. I shouldn't have let Drake kiss me. I shouldn't have walked out on you. I shouldn't have fucked him. It's alotta shit I shouldn't have done and I'm sorry for it all.."

Me: "Bri, ion wanna continue this pattern wit you. I'm tired of da cheatin, which is mostly my fault, da lyin, da constant back stabbin, arguin wit you, allat shit. I'm tired. And if that's what this marriage is gone be about, ion wanna be in it. And the pass couple months.. That's what it's been. Ion wanna say goodbye but maybe a see you later is needed."

She looked down, playing with her fingers. She grabbed some from under her leg & handed it to me. I grabbed it & noticed it was a pregnancy test. A positive one at that. I looked at her & her eyes was glossy.

Bria: "I swear to god, it won't happen again. No more cheating, arguing, back stabbing, none of that.. *starts crying* I need you. You make me whole, Aug. I don't wanna lose you over a stupid ass decision that I made. I don't wanna keep doing this silent treatment shit. I want my husband & life back. I want to be happy & you are the only person that provides that for me." She got up & walked to me. "I'll do any & everything Aug. I'll change. I'll go to therapy. It doesn't matter. I'll do it. Just don't say goodbye.."

I looked at Majesty, then at Bria. I sighed & wiped her face.

Me: "If it stops, it's no reason to say goodbye. Aight?" She nodded.

She hugged me & I hugged back.

Me: "This baby is mine?" She frowned. "Don't get mad. I'm just asking cause Drake didn't wrap up."

Bria: "I was pregnant before I slept with Drake.. I just didn't tell you cause ion trust those test. I rather a doctor but I kept throwing up so I went with the test.."

Me: "Oh good, cause ion think I would be able to deal with that type of shit."

I pecked her lips twice & she deepened it. I grabbed her ass & she gasped a lil. I slid my tongue in her mouth, I motioned for her to jump up & she did, I put her against the wall, locked our fingers & put them above her head. I pulled back & kissed her neck. She moaned lightly in my ear.

Bria: "Babe.. Babies."

Me: "We can work on that after you drop this one."

Bria: "No no, babies in here."