Love & Affection

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August POV (8.10.13)

Me: "Kay.. Ya ready?"

Kayden: "I'm coming.."

She came down the hall, pouting. I sighed & crouched down.

Me: "Kayden, fix ya face." She gave me a fake smile. "Kay.."

Kayden: "I don't wanna leave.. I wanna stay with you.. Why can't I?"

Me: "Cause.. I want ya safe.." I said fixing her jacket.

Kayden: "But you said I could stay the whole summer.."

Me: "I know. I know. You can come back when I know it's safe, aight?"

Kayden: "Promise?"

Me: "Promise." She hugged me & I hugged back. "I love you booger."

Kayden: "I love you too. Can we take pictures before I leave?" I chuckled & nodded.

I pulled my phone out & sat down. I pulled her on my lap. We took three pictures, two with crazy faces then the last I was kissing her cheek. (MM)

Me: "Gimme kiss." She gave me a kiss.

Big T: "Aight, that's everything. You ready?"

Kayden nodded & got up.

Me: "Be good fa T, don't talk his head off, ya heard?" She smiled.

Kayden: "I would never." She smiled innocently. "Love you uncle Aug!"

Me: "I love you too, booger."

Kayden: "I'll see you soon, but don't wait up." I chuckled.

Me: "Kayden, baby, ya stallin'." She giggled & grabbed Big T hand.

Kayden: "K, we are leaving."

Me: "You gone text me when you land?"

Kayden: "Yes."

Me: "Good."

She cheesed before they left. I sighed & went to the living room & turned the tv on. Lord knows ima miss having Kayden with me but I care about her safety more than anything.

I wasn't mad at Bria.. But in a way I was. I tried to find away around it but it wouldn't work. In every situation you put it, you can't have Carlos without Bria, & without them the fire wouldn't have happened & Kayden would be here right now.

Speaking of Bria, she been in that room all day & it's damn near 7 pm. It won't normal for her not to be outchea at least once. She hasn't eaten all day, or been to the bathroom. Matter fact, I should check on her. Yeah, ima do that. I got up & went to the room & knocked. She took a second to answer but when she did she was fully dressed.

Me: "Where ya going?"

Bria: "No car, remember?"

Me: "Why you dressed then?"

Bria: "I didn't wanna lay around in pajamas all day."

Me: "But you never left da room.."

Bria: "I did. I left once you left."

Me: "Quit playin."

Bria: "I didn't wanna come out cause KayKay was leaving. And even tho you say yeen mad at me, I think you are. I see it in your eyes..."

Me: "... I am. But I don't blame you. You ain't make da shit blow up." She walked pass me. "Na, you mad?"

Bria: "I'm not mad."