It's just a normal diary (pt.4)

Sunday, the 10th of March

My god. Another Twitter drama. This time with GNF. What the hell is happening?

BUT! On a more positive note. BC are releasing a music video to Where's The Exit today :D
At 5pm. Can't wait. Hopefully until then I will be done with my thesis for today. There's no way I'm going to write a whole subchapter anyway. It's too long and I still don't have the book from D.

Nevertheless, I managed to write another three pages of this chapter :D
I think it kind of makes sense. I wrote about the connection between the colonial last and the postcolonial times.

THE VIDEO WAS EPIC! I genuinely love it so much. And the comments made in chat by J. and J. XD please, that was pure perfection.

Time to eat something. Finally.

I also decided that I won't bother D. with my message today. I will do that tomorrow.
Worst case scenario - I will have to visit her and get this book myself. Or I will just use the internet version, cause apparently there is one.

I changed my mind after eating. I actually messaged D. Hopefully that won't be a problem :,)
D. replied to me! And she's actually going to upload the book on teams for me :D

I just realised that from Thursday to the next Tuesday I don't have any classes. I could go back home for a whole week.
I called mum to arrange this, tho, damn, I'm not sure if I should... Like... Everything is going to distract me from the work I should be doing... But at the same time, it means some time with my family...

For a sec I had another person to do a Mozalieri rp with, but there was a HUGE drama (I even decided to record a voice message for Z. G. to hear about this bullshit xD, my first vm to her ever), which was so riddiculous. So yeah. No new rp. And I was going to be W. A. M. this time...

Also, from tomorrow on, I've been meaning to wear clothes which would relate to specific BC songs each day. Starting tomorrow with Where's the Exit :D
It's so perfect that they had just released the music video for it. I taken some inspiration from it :D More details tomorrow<33

Movie time!
Okay, I really need to tell this story. Throughout the whole day I thought that maybe I could watch this Hamlet in Rock musical. I kind of had a vibe for it. But now I decided to use rng again to pick something for me. And one of the three was Hamlet. This is the heavenly sign that I've been waiting for.

Hamlet in Rock (2008):
Fun fact: I started watching it at some point in the past, but never finished it.
I am really glad that someone made a song list in the description. I'm gonna use the titles to note my favs here.
Ah yes. I remember liking Hamlet's costume. What an emo boy.
Subtitles. Thank god.
Ah yeah. I also remember not really liking Hamlet's voice.
Bring me Horatio.
NOT OPHELIA! HORATIO!
Okay, Claudius's voice is actually impressive.
I love how Hamlet just stands there.
My god, I actually love his facial expressions in Taken to Wife xD
"Hamlet starts to get doubt in the people and the meaning of the world." omg he becomes emo fr
The Uses of This World is a really cool song. Noted down. (And I remembered it being nice. Good that I still like it :D) If I remember correctly btw, Horatio should join him after this song... Please. I need to be right here. Okay, maybe after the next one.
Frailty. An amazing one as well. (And I also remembered it to be so.) Also, Hamlet's rebellion here >>>
Poor boy :( Okay, I was wrong about Horatio.
WAIT A MINUTE! I WAS right! MY GOD THEIR RELATIONSHIP FROM THE VERY BEGINNING! I bet that only Horatio would be able to wake the prince like that :D
I love the way Horatio tells this story xD He is so engaged xD
And he brought him his coat 🥺
Damn, those descriptions in the intervals have some fucking spoilers. Also "Horatio is a friend of Hamlet..." come on. That is a lie.
"What does this mean, my lord?" rel, Horatio, so rel
The sword >>>
Poor Horatio, he is so cold xD 🥺
Aww, Horatio waits for him at the bottom 🥺 I love this man.
I can't. He's such a caring cutie. And the way he knelt... Damn.
I LOVE their relationship.
Ah yes. Crazy time. I think this might be the moment where I stopped watching previously. Tho I'm not sure.
Nevermind. I remember this song as well.
Him sitting there >>>
Ah yes. Rosencrantz and Guildenstern moments. Let's go. I love how condescending Hamlet is in them.
Damn, the way his coat waved when he jumped off the platform >>> Hot.
Damn, the way he watches and circles them.
Free Visitation is a nice one as well.
Leave him alone. He has a boyfriend.
Take These Again + Numery. Really nice vibe. Hamlet's parts >>  (Maybe I finished after this previously?)
To be or not to be scene! Let's go!
Oh yeah, I remember not really liking this song. Pity. Cause it's like the main one.
Turns out I've watched this first part and never continued with the second. Makes sense.
I love how black he is in comparison to all these colourful people xD
Horatio in the background xD
"Sweet lord" Yes. Yes.
"Let the devil wear black" xD I love him.
Horatio's expression >> xD
One of the actors kinda hot. I have to admit. Tho he looks a bit like Josh Hutcherson xD
The exchange with the mother >> Really nice scene.
Damn. He really was ready to kill the king there.
"I must be cruel, only to be kind. This bad begins, and worse remains behind."<3
"Now Hamlet, where's Polonius?" "In heaven; send tither to see: if your messengers find him not there, seek for him in the other place yourself." LETS GO!
Him rewriting the letter was so cute xD
Damn. Nice lighting in the scene of reading the letter and the execution.
"From this time forth, my thoughts be bloody, or be nothing worth!" nice
Laertes's part in Good End is really nice. But I wouldn't stand listening to Ophelia's parts over and over, I don't think...
The final battle already? But there's still like half an hour of the movie...
We Should Do has a really nice music.
Now the "Murder, Murder" from Jekyll and Hyde should play xD
The skull scene!
Of course it was Horatio to intervene and protect his sweet Prince<3
Horatio is so proud of him<33
The fact that he only bowed  bit >>>
What a fraud! He wanted to choose the other sword!
Aww, Horatio is so caring. I can't...
Omg and him stopping Claudius from leaving...
"He addresses his last words to Horatio." <33
The Rest is Silence didn't have me at first, but it turned to be so pretty. Don't tell me he's going to address Horatio in this one... IM GONNA CRY</3
The little smile on Horatio's face...
I am so glad it ended with them<3

Also, T. still did not reply to me. It bothers me a lot and makes me nervous. I am really doubting that he will help me, ugh... :(

In the meantime, rping with W. Some M. x S. lore with S. thinking that M. cheated on him.