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tw: crying, breakdown
you were always an overly sensitive person you felt everything very deeply sometimes it feels like a blessing but most times it's a curse, you always felt so dumb for having such big emotions.
you're boyfriend jake understands your sensitivity more than most people and you'll always be grateful for that. he makes you feel so seen and heard even if you're crying over some spilled milk.
today was a really hard day for you there's been one bad thing after another like dominoes you had just came back home after spending the day out running errands. you come home to an empty house it's dark so you switch the lights on you head to your room sighing and falling onto the bed with a loud sigh your cat crawls up on the bed nestling on the pillow near your head you smile slightly stroking his fur.
with another sigh you get up grabbing your computer you had been putting off editing this new video for your channel but it's long overdue and you need to post soon. you open up your computer heading straight for your editing app but something was wrong your internet wasn't working you let out a frustrated huff and desperately kept trying to refresh the app.
"no no no please no.." you said under your breath on the verge of tears "come on please work please" you had tried everything nothing was working you pushed your computer aside in frustration.
you curled up in a ball knees to your chest and head dug into your knees everything was just horrible today your go to coffee place was closed for renovation so you skipped breakfast and while you were running errands you lost your airpods and you came home hoping for something to go right today but it just wasn't working out for you.
you started crying your mascara staining your cheeks, you picked up your phone feeling a wave of frustration as soon as you see the no wi fi icon in the corner you ignored the frustration and decided to call the only person you know would understand.
you clicked jake's contact and impatiently waited as it rang
"hey y/n you okay?"
he asked because you hardly ever call anyone without texting first to make sure they can call
"where are you?"
he took note of her shaky voice and sniffles over the phone line
"i'm on my way"
he was actually on his way home but he knew something was up and that you needed him
"really?"
you said in between cries
"yes really baby i'm coming hold on okay?"
you nodded momentarily forgetting he can't see you. you put your phone down not wanting to end the call until he was here.
in the next 15 minutes you heard the doorbell of your apartment ring you hurried to the door wanting nothing but to be in his arms your body pressed against his warmth.
you opened the door looking up at your boyfriend with glossy eyes and pink mascara stained cheeks he immediately engulfed you in a hug you stroking your back
"oh baby.."
you sobbed into his chest all your frustration taking over your head
"i'm sorry it's just all too much today.."
you said shakily he pulled away to look at you
"no hey, never apologize for things like this please.."
after you cried for a while he led you to your room both of you sitting on the white fluffy sheets you sat there wiping the corners of your eyes with your sleeve he had his hand on your hip rubbing it up and down hoping to give you any sense of comfort
"wanna tell me what's been going on?"
he spoke up breaking the silence tucking your hair behind your ear as he spoke
"it's stupid jake.."
you blurted letting out a sad laugh
"hey, nothing that makes you this upset is stupid no matter what it is hon."
you smiled at him he always knew the right things to say you were feeling so grateful and wondering what you did to deserve a boyfriend this understanding you sighed getting ready to tell him everything.
"it's just been a sucky day and i came home and tried to edit that vlog i filmed for the channel a couple days ago and i don't have any internet so it just threw me off the edge you know?"
he gave you his full attention nodding as you spoke
"okay well how about we head to my place for the night i'll bring your computer and you don't have to worry about editing or uploading anything i'll do it all for you does that sound good?"
you smiled your first genuine smile today and you nodded
the rest of the night was so perfect you were screaming songs in the car on the way to his house and when you got there you and johnnie raided the kitchen for snacks while jake took care of your vlog for you.
you were so grateful that jake and johnnie were in your life you'd be so lost without them.
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johnnie guilbert & jake webber imagines
العاطفيةthere are like no johnnie or jake imagines on here and ik a lot of ppl dont have tumblr so im blessing yall with these imagines
